Teach Me Love

Please...

Stef's POV

Thank God Lena was with me into this mess because I really don't know what I would do without her.

After almost an hour sobbing in Lena's arms at the park, I was feeling so tired, and emotionally drained. I had nothing left and all I wanted to do was rest, but I couldn't for the life of me find sleep.

I'm in bed with Lena, and she's holding me, but I can't make my brain stop racing about what I want to do, what I HAVE to do, and what is going to happen to Reen, if I can keep her, if I even WANT to keep her, if she'll ever forgive me to having let her stay with those people that weren't safe for her. Ivan hurt me, in the worst way possible, and I'm terrify to think that maybe... maybe he did this to her, and I could never live with myself if he did, because that would be my fault... no matter what Lena says, I didn't fight enough, I was weak and when you are a mother, you can't be weak, you have to protect your child at all cost, and that... that is something that I've never been able to do... I'm not sure I can do this, I'm not sure I can take care of a child, I'm so selfish and arrogant and I... I simply don't deserve it; I don't deserve her...

"Honey? Baby, you're okay?" Lena asks, probably feeling that my body is tense, and my heart is beating fast in my chest and I'm struggling to breath once again.

"I... No. I want to sleep, Lena. I want to, but I can't... I can't sleep." I say almost like a baby, with tears in my eyes, feeling more vulnerable and exposed than ever, in a way that I never thought possible.

"What can I do for you? How can I help?" she asks, cupping my cheek as I hold on to her arm, praying that she'll never let go of me...

"I... I want to forget... at least for a few minutes. Please, make me forget..." I beg, my voice breaking as Lena's eyes soften more and more and my heart is breaking right in front of her. I'm falling apart and I don't know how to pick up the pieces.

"Okay baby. I'll make you forget, my love." Lena says, before she grabs my face and crash our lips together, making my body relax and melt into her as she comes on top of me.

The weight of her body on top of mine is relaxing and comforting me. Feeling close to her, in that particular way always been such a soothing thing for me, and there's nothing on this earth that can possibly make me feel better than this as she slides her hot tongue into my mouth, while her hand is spreading my legs so that she can have access to my bare pussy for as always, we sleep naked.

With our breathing getting hard, Lena pulls away from my mouth slowly, and start kissing on my neck lovingly, while stroking my thigh back and forth with her strong hand as mines surround her body along with my legs for I want to be as close to her as possible, as she pours her love on me, because that's all I need right now, just her, just her and her touch on me, to make me forget and just... just feel good for a little while.

"Umm..." I moan slightly as Lena's hips are sliding against my now, wet pussy lips while she kisses down my throat, licks all along my collarbones to finally reach my breasts that she kisses and sucks and licks as my hands find themselves into her long curly hair.

"Mmm, uhh..." my back is arching as she takes my nipple into her mouth, lapping her tongue against it while her hand kneads my other breast with such passion.

She's making love to me like never before, in the most loving and soft way possible and I love her for that, I love her so, so much because she understands me, she's here for me, and most of all she loves me.

"Oh baby... Mmm, Lena..." I moan, instinctively rolling my hips to get more friction on my pussy and feeling this, she pulls her hips up to give room for her hand to slide along my center.