Teach Me Love

A Clearer Mind

Lena's POV

What Stef said to me earlier really hurt. She has no idea how much I struggle with the fact that I can't carry a child. I made peace with it a long time ago, I accept it, but there're still moments where it makes me terribly sad, and she just throw it out in my face...

I know she's struggling too, I know that, and that's why I think it was her frustration talking, but I really hope that I'm right, and that she doesn't think that I would really push her to keep Reen just so I could relief this need to have a child, for that would be something terribly selfish, and I hope she knows that I'm not like that.

But anyway, after I left her in the living room to go in my office, I was now craving a shower, so I went into our bedroom's bathroom, got naked and put myself under hot water.

Then, I hear the bathroom door open, so I turn around and see Stef's face coming through the shower with a guilty smile on her face.

"What do you want?" I say, turning my back to her as I heard her sigh, and say nothing else for a few second until I feel her coming up behind me, her arms sliding around my waist, and her nipples pressed on my back.

"I want to apologies for earlier. I'm sorry for what I said, I shouldn't have said it and I didn't even mean it. I know all you do is for me and I'm sorry baby, I am." She whispers in my ear, holding me close to her as I feel my body relax into hers as I sigh deeply before turning around in her arms.

I look into her beautiful hazel eyes as she dives her gaze into mine and I finally put my hands on her cheeks, getting her hair out of the way.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you." she says slowly as I can see her eyes almost watering, and I didn't want that.

"Shh..." I whisper before I pull her lips to mine and kiss her deeply as she tightens her embrace, pulling me to her as close as possible.

After a deep, wet kiss, we pull away, our lips swollen as we locked eyes for a few seconds before she glances at my breasts, then back to my eyes before she leans her head to take one of my nipples into her mouth, very lightly sucking on it, making my back arch and my hands slide into her hair.

She pushes me until my back is against the shower wall as she proceeds to devour my breasts in the most sensual and meticulous way possible, leaving not part of my skin in this area untouched as my heart is beating harder and harder into my chest. She was making me feel so good right now, and so damn hot.

She eventually pulls away a little as I was out of breath to look at my flustered face before she trails her fingers along the side of my face ever so slowly.

"I haven't been the best girlfriend to you these days, my love. But I want you to know that I appreciate you Lena, and I love you, God do I love you, baby." she says tenderly, making my heart melt at everything that she was saying before she kisses me again, this time with more passion than anything as she presses her body so tightly against mine that it feels like we are just one as I melt into her, no longer thinking of anything else but her skin brushing against me.

At one point I have to put my arms around her neck when she slides her hand along my stomach while still kissing me deeply. I knew I had to hold on to her now as she ran her fingers along my wet fold, opening me up to welcome her fingers that she slides so deeply inside of me that my all-body gasps at the sensation.

"Uhhmm..." I moan weakly into her mouth as one of my legs gets off the ground to wrap around her waist, so she can have even more room to do whatever she wants to do to me.

She supports my leg with her hand squeezing the back of my thigh when finally she pull away from my mouth for we desperately needed to breath as she immediately work her tongue on my neck, making me throw my head back and open my mouth as I'm moaning like crazy at each thrust she does into me, the new one always deeper than the last so my hands can't help to either scratch her back or pull on her hair.