Her Astonish Wish

Chapter 10

I woke up and I found myself not in my room. Doon lang biglang nagsink in ang nangyari sa amin Lucas kagabi.

I felt so sore down there at nahihirapan akong tumayo. I sighed before pulling myself together kahit pagod ang nararamdaman.

The door opened at pumasok si Lucas. He looked so worried at agad ako nitong dinaluhan.

"Are you okay, Divi?"

"I'm sore, Lucas. How can I be okay?"

He smiled devilishly at me and I can't help but to roll my eyes at him. Inalalayan niya naman ako hanggang sa makarating sa cr kaya nagawa ko ring makapag-ayos.

Paglabas ko ay naroon siya sa kama at may nakahanda na roong breakfast. I was shocked to see that dahil wala naman ito kanina.

"Let's eat now, Divi. I know that you're hungry because of what we did last night"

I was flushed at his thoughts at lumapit na ako. Siya na mismo ang nag-asikaso sa akin at naglagay ng mga pagkain sa plato.

"You should eat too, Lucas" I said to him.

Tumango siya at kumuha naman siya ng kakainin niya. Sabay na kaming kumain at hindi naman nito mapigilang mapatingin-tingin sa akin.

And there, I suddenly thought of him. We already did it and I'm sure that he already knows that I'm not a virgin before we did it.

I hesistantly look at him. He then look at me with worried eyes.

"Lucas" I called him.

"Yes, Divi? Somethings wrong?"

"I-I don't want to ruin the moment right now b-but I just want to ask if you're bothered with it?" I stuttered and I can't even look straight at him.

"Bothered about what?"

"Y-You know... that I-I... I'm not a v-vir —" he already cut me before I finish my words.

"That your not a virgin before with it? There's nothing wrong that, Divi. Unless that we did it while you're in a relationship"

"Of course not, Lucas. I'm single right now"

I thought that he will fill relieve but then he looked now irritable.

"You're not, Divi"

"What do you mean I'm not, Lucas?" I can't help but to ask with his seriousness right now.

"I thought you're already my girlfriend, Divi. How can you say to me that you're single?" he uttered. Nakakunot pa ang noo nito at seryosong nakatingin sa akin.

I looked at him with disbelief. How can he just say that now?

"Seriously, Lucas? How can you say it just like that?"

"What? We already did it so it means you're already my girlfriend now, right?"

"Ni hindi mo pa nga ako tinatanong nang pormal eh. Paano kita sasagutin niyan?"

Para naman siyang natauhan at napatango-tango naman siya. Napakamot pa siya ng batok ba tila ba'y nahihiya ito sa akin.

Muling nanumbalik sa akin ang  pangamba ko kanina. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang itanong ito sa kaniya.

"Lucas, are you really sure that you're not bothered with it?"

He shook his head in response and smiled at me genuinely.

"I told you that I'm not bothered with it, Divi. So what if you're not virgin? I like you for who you are and not because of that thing. Stop overthinking about it, Divi because I will just assure you that you're worth it no matter what"