Look for the light. || Carl grimes

Chapter 20: the end.

It's been a few days after everything ive gotten better mental health etc i got up put on some baggy ish black shirt and some Jean shorts and converse i put my hair in a ponytail and went out the door I spotted Carl and Enid i basically skipped over there "good morning" i said Smile on my face "good morning syd" "morning Sydney" said Carl and Enid

-TIME SKIP-

We were all in a RV riding around Maggie was pregnant so on so on we've been getting stopped by the saviors 24/7 finally we were now in the woods and carrying Maggie we all started to hear a whistle we all started basically kind of running then coming across them.

All the saviors made us get Down on our knees "let's meet the man" he knocked on the rv a man with a bat coming out aka negan.. he did his speech

-TIME SKIP-

He killed Abraham and took rick tears were streaming down my face Rick came back with him and so on and so on went off Daryl punched negan making him kind of walk back everything happened so quickly I zoned out thru it out almost the whole thing before I zoned back in "alright let's get back to it" he said before he swung Lucille in the air hitting Glenn in the head "GLENN." I yelled out tears came down my face Glenn put his head up and said something towards Maggie negan kept bashing his head in again and again and again tears kept coming down..

-TIME SKIP-

After everything i was with Carl and everything we were doing something me and him both back in Alexandria i sneaked off and grabbed a gun .

-CARLS POV-

I found Sydney holding a gun to her head in the gun area "syd put it down please.." i spoke my voice almost breaking "syd please i can't lose you please just put it down please i love you." I said tears welled in my eyes "Carl i can't and you know i can't I have to see them all again it's my time Carl." She spoke softly tears coming down her face "no no you don't Sydney you don't it's not your time you don't have to go I promise please." I said "let me get you some help please maybe-maybe i can help you with everything get you therapy from someone maybe." I said again she just gave me a small smile "please syd let me help you! I promise I'll do something anything I've always helped you through these momments please I'm sorry everything has happened but you don't have to do this you don't have to end it like this please Sydney dont leave me i can't lose you to." I said my voice breaking as some tears fell down my face "i love you Sydney please." I said "i love you to Carl I'll always love you but this is the end our last chapter my last chapter the end of my story." She said then pulling the trigger falling to the ground a puddle of blood forming ringing in my ears tears now streaming down my face "SYDNEY!" I yelled dropping down to my knees holding her in my arms me getting blood on my pants my shirt everything "why Sydney why.." i said crying I heard the door open revealing Daryl and my dad "what happened!?" Daryl said that was the last thing I heard before zoning out my ears ringing tears streaming down on my face

Why her? Out of all people why her she made me happy made me smile WHY HER!?.

That's it our life together it was the end of our chapter together a chapter I'll go back and read all the time memory's flashed in my mind of her and her and me together

Literally crying rn what the Fuck bro🙁 i Said I'd end it on a good note but I thought of this😭 I'm actually so sad rn i couldent do the negan scene good cause I Forgot it tbh..

I may make a new book about Tara chambler let me know if I should❤️

( the end of chapter 20 and the end of his book )