~jegulus oneshots~

"they're not gonna go anywhere near you again".

Tw – talk of sh

I walk outside of Professor McGonagall office holding James's hand "why has Minnie called you into her office" James says looking around to make sure no one is around and placing a kiss on my lips I smile "I don't know... I fell asleep in her class maybe that's it" he laughs ruffling my hair "silly" he kisses me again "be good" I say smiling at him "no promise" he laughs walking away I nock on her door and walk in to see her standing at her desk with... my parents "hello..." I say "hello Mr black please sit down" my mother turns to me giving me that look the 'you're in trouble' my father can't even look me in the eyes.

Sit down in the middle of my parents looking in front of me I can feel Walburga eyes burning into the side of my head "is this because I fell asleep in class?" McGonagall moves her paper to one side placing her hands in the desk "yes actually Mr black, when you fell asleep in my lesson, I looked over to you to ask you a question and you're sleeve have rolled up a bit" my heart stops I rap my sleeve around my hand leg shaking "there was some red cuts they were small but deep, Mr black have you been hurting yourself" there it is the dreaded question tears from in my eyes, I quickly blink them away knowing that its not the times to cry, I look at my parents faces "no.. it was- um" I go quite not being able to think of an excuses, McGonagall nods pulling on her desk draws opening it up and putting a tiny box, my tiny box shit "we did a search of your room-" "what! You can't do that it's my private stuff!" my mother kicks me "speak when you're told" I go silent looking at McGonagall, she give her a funny look "Mrs black we don't use violence here and Mr black has all the right to speak" my mother give me a stern look knowing that gonna pay for that McGonagall continues "yes we know but if we think that your endangering yourself then we have the right to do a search" my throat goes dry as she opens the box showing us the bloody blades, she puts it back away grabbing a peace of paper "now.. I have called the schools consoler and they have set to have some meeting with you on Tuesday" I nod along looking to the floor this can't be happing.

My mother puts her hand on my thigh and tightens it "can we take him home... we want to have a talk set a plan of how to help him get though this hard time" my heart races I look at McGonagall and she looks back at me I widen my eyes and shake my head a little bit she gives a understandable nod "no its agesnt school policy, and it is the winter holidays in 4 weeks you can see him then, and we have already have a plan for him" my mother lets go of my leg and a feeling of calmness rushes over me "Mr black we have made a plan for you but it's your job to stick to it" I nod my head "that's it for this meeting Mr black please go back to class" I get up slowly avoiding eye contact with my parents and walk out the room I run to the Gryffindor common room angry tears fall form my face.

"Reggie?" James says sitting up from his bed "why you not in class?" He says holding my shoulders "is anyone else here" he shakes his head "Reggie what-" I grab his face and start kissing him roughly he throws his hands up in the air I pull him by his neck kissing him harder "re- Reggie- stop" I pull away wiping my mouth "regulus what are you doing" tears fall from my face "please James kiss me I can't-" I cry more walking up to him again kissing he push me off me off him I stumble back rubbing my face with my sleeve "what happened Reggie" I look at him "they know, they all now, they saw, my parents they know" I crumble onto the floor hugging myself James sit down in front of me holding my hands "breath Reg, they know what" I take a deep breath "I- when I-" "Reggie look at me" I look at him "breath its ok I'm here" I breath slowly "when I'm sad.. or feel... merlin.... I hurt myself.... sometimes" I breath in sharply, James nods his head I see tears from in his eyes, but he blinks them away "can I see?" I shake my head he nods pulling me in to a hug.

He pulls me into his lap, and I cry into his shoulder he hugs me kissing my head softly whispering sweet stuff to me I rub my face with my sleeve and sit up looking at him he kisses my nose, a small laugh falls form my mouth when suddenly we hear laughs coming from the corridor, I quickly get off him when Sirius Remus and peter walks in "Reggie? What are you doing in here" I sniff "I had a meeting with McGonagall... mum and dad was their" Sirius smile drops "what. What happened what did you do" he sits next to me "they found out about everything" "oh Reg" Sirius hugs me I rest my head on Sirius shoulder looking over at Remus and James they both smile at me gently "are they mad?" he ask "I don't know they refused to look me in the eyes" Sirius pulls away "Reg you got to get out of that place, come like with me at James, Montey and Effie wont mind they been dying to meet you" I blink away the tears I would get in so much trouble not if they can't find me.. they will find me... I'll be putting everyone in danger "if its ok with James...." James smiles brightly "yeah! I'm gonna owl my parents straight away" he rushes over to the desk and starts writing the letter Sirius hugs me again "they're not gonna go anywhere near you again".

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