~jegulus oneshots~

"We bad for each other"

"I don't love you anymore" james says slowly at me I nod moving my hair away form my face "okay, leave then." James stutters "I can't- Reggie I don't want you to hurt-" I shake my head "you don't need me anymore. You had your fun. Now everyone knows, you don't love me anymore" James shakes his head "reg that's not fair- you know how Sirius is" I shake my head rubbing my face "I can't do it anymore James. You leave then come back and it hurts it makes me sick. I feel like- like a cut that keeps re-opening and it's never going to fucking heal! James I need you like the air I breathe" James wipes his eyes "we not good for each other.." James says I stand there stunned slowly blinking  away the tears forming in my eyes looking away "I'll see you around.." James nods, I walk away tears stream down my face

I walk though Hogwarts tears streaming down my face when I dump into someone making them drop there stuff "fuck!- Regulus watch where you're fucking going" Sirius yells picking by up his books "Sirius it's fine let's go" Remus says touching him on the shoulder, I stands there blinking away the tears "sorry.." Sirius laughs shaking his head "what no snarky remarks? Or are you too tired form pegging my best friend" I bite my bottom lip "-sorry..- I need- I'm- fuck I'm sorry" I push past them running away as I hear footsteps behind me  I run into the school bathroom splashing my face with water crying into the sink coking on the air that's trapped in my throat, I look in the mirror seeing Sirius and Remus walk closer I turn around back against the wall sobbing uncontrollable "Reggie.. hay it's okay" Sirius Walks closer putting his hand on my shoulder I cry more shaking my head he hugs me slowly I hug back crying "we broke up.. he- doesn't love me anymore" I say with broken sobs Sirius holds me tight "he loves you.." I cry more into him "regulus your really scarring me this isn't-" I move away "he said he always protect me-that he always love me-I can't live without him-" "-Reggie! Calm down! Okay it's okay I need you to calm down a bit okay" I nod slowly "I'm sorry you and James broke up.. but maybe it's for the best.." I look at him slowly "you really just said that. Fuck you Sirius" I get up quickly "no Reggie don't walk away, I'm just saying if you-" I get up slowly pushing him away form me "nice talk Sirius."

I get up walking out the bathroom into my dorm laying down into my bed rapping the blanket around me feeling the darkness surrounding me tears spilling out my eyes
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