Liberty:
I shuffled past people at the front to get closer. Well let's say SAM was trying to get closer,not me. Why would I want to see my step-brother? I see him everyday?
"hurry up Libby!" She moaned,yanking on my arm.
"Yeah yeah,I'm behind you" I rolled my eyes and laughed.
Sam found a perfect spot kind of at the front.
The boys came on,loads of girls screamed in my ear throughout the concert. So did Sam.. They sung really good songs of theirs. Don't Stop was great. There was 1,000 screaming fangirls. It was funny,Michael slipped up and Meg ran on the stage and helped him up but he was laughing too. I got so embarrassed when meg came on the stage...because she slipped up too...
Amnesia finished and they started to speak.
"Thank you guys so much for coming!" Ash spoke over his drumming breath.
"We would like to announce something very..." Luke looked at Michael.
"Amazing and special" Michael laughed.
"Um...," Calum looked at me then looked away ",we're doing a tour! Starting over at Europe and then UK then America!" Calum shouted.
What..............
My smile dropped....
The stadium screamed.
I bit my lip and ran away from the crowd.
I walked through the corridors trying to find an exit. I really don't know how I felt right now. I mean my feelings towards Calum were fucked up and mixed and I don't know what was going on..
"LIB!" I heard some call after me.
I turned around to see Calum running after me.
I wiped the tears from my eyes.
"Go back to your..show" I shook my head.
"That's what I wanted to tel-" he stood in front of me.
"I know calum...when..when are you leaving?" I looked up at him.
He didn't say anything and fiddled with his wristband.
"CALUM!" I shouted.
"Tomorrow.." He looked up.
I opened my mouth to say something and ran away.
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I got home and let out a sigh.
I don't know why I was so...angry?sad?annoyed?upset?
I shouted out for my mom but she wasn't home. I ran upstairs and had a shower and got changed into shorts and a short sleeved top and black frilled socks. I got my phone and my earphones and took a glass of water and sat out in the garden. It was night and the moon and stars was out.
I put my headphones in and listened to Ariana Grande - My Everything. this song reminded me of everything I had lost and everything sad.
I took a sip of my cold water as I rested my head against the fence.
I opened my eyes to Meg stood there.
I took one earphone out.
"Hey" she said and sat next to me.
"Hi" I pulled my knees up to my chest and hugged them.
"It's hard.." She sighed.
"How long is it for meg?" I looked at her,my head still on the fence.
"6 months" she sighed..
"shit.." I mumbled.
I closed my eyes and sighed.
"Why do you care anyway?" Meg asked.
"Well,I've got close to Calum.." I mumbled.
"Ah...well...," she paused for a long time. ",I'll leave you to it" her voice became more faded.
I opened my eyes to see Calum stood there,playing with his jumper sleeves.
He looked down at me.
"6 months" I said.
He nodded,his beanie shaking as he did.
I patted the grass next to me. Meg had obviously ran in when she saw Calum walk out.
He sat down and grabbed my hand.
"Look,I'm really sorry that i didn't tell you. I didn't want you to worry.." He said softly, rubbing his thumb against the back of my hand.
I sighed and rested my head on his shoulder. I turned off my music.
"Can..you sing to me?" I whispered in his ear, my lips nearly touching it.
He giggled and started to sing.
"The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all" he softly sang to me,sending shivers down my spine,goosebumps on my arms. I think he sung me a lullaby because I fell asleep on his shoulder.
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