EDITING!! My Everything: Niall Horan Ariana Grande

chapter 14

Niall's P.O.V.

As i sat there on the couch, taking in her warm petite body, and inhaling her scent of strawberries and coconut. I had to think and take in this all.

Its crazy how life is, i just met her, and here i am cuddled up on a leather couch while she softly breathed in and out. Her hair flowed across the lump of her shoulder. Which i admired, the curls they held and the way they framed her face, tiny spirals that moved along her face. Weird to say and notice all of these things but over the past few weeks I've known her i grew bound to her, it was crazy.

I tried not to touch her because I dont want to get to connected with her I just wanna leave her be. I don't want her to worry about me and my fucked up life. I already know how this goes. I want know parts of it.

I don't know how this all started, but something told me to take that risk and go for it try to make a change, or change that reputation i have grown on to, over the past few years.

I'm not saying i want a relationship or anything, i have never really dated. Its always been the motto 'Catch em, Fuck em, Leave em' that's life.

All i have really done all my life. But sometimes that gets old, girls flaunting themselves at me, I have never been the lovey dovey type. Barely tell anyone that, lets not get on that discussion.

She started twisting in my arms, she stopped crying a while ago, i should have let go, but part of me wanted to stay there for as long as i could.

I'm confused. I don't understand my emotions and I just keep having debates in my head and something telling me. Don't do it.

She sat up wiping her eyes, Finally removing her tiny hands, revealing those beautiful big brown eyes. The dried tears stained her tanned cheeks tinted with red. She looks at me for a minute, I'm guessing she didn't know what to say.

Hell i didn't know either. I gave her a small grin,''How are ya'', i say hoping to end the tension, but there was no tension just comfortable air. ''I am fine, Thanks Niall, i needed that hug or cuddle, been a little depressed'' she says Flipping her hair out of her face attempting to remove it. ''Your very welcome''.

We sit there in silence, Very comfortable though. I don't Know why but she makes me wanna say, and do crazy things

Her eyes gleaming with happiness and sweet brown.

 ''Those damn dimples that make me wanna smile" she giggles as I do my actions by touching her. Right now I'm just thinking fuck these thoughts I need to kiss her.

''your lips, plump and soft they make me want to just graze mine over them''. Slowly moving forward grabbing her body more into me.

I grab the back of her slowly, The goosebumps rising as i simply kiss up her neck, ''Niall'' Her voice hits me hard as she breathes out my name. ''Shh, Let me do this right'' I say confident that this will work out. Continuing to kiss the base of her neck softly up to her chin and her jawline, she gets fumbled and moves.

I can tell she's never been touched like this before, which is very attractive and such a major turn on. I peck her dimples, she laughs, finally kissing where she wants me i go for it. Her lips so soft, softer than ever. They forcefully moved against mine, It caught me off-guard. She wraps her hands around my neck tugging on the tiny curls of blonde and brown.

I'm to lost in this kiss, I've kissed a couple over girls in my lifetime, but damn, this.

I pull her up, her legs wrapping around my waist, my hands feeling around her body. Grabbing her bum, she gasps, i take this time to stick my tongue in her mouth pushing, this kiss even further, i just don't wanna stop, she doesn't either by the looks of it.

She stifles a moan back, i cant take this every movement made my hormones go wild. She reaches down my stomach feeling every skin, Reaching lower

''We have to stop" I mumbled against her, but I didn't want to stop. I just knew I had to.

I breathe out, her lips plump and pink. She hops down, and fixes her shirt that rose in the process.

I nod out of it, that feeling was amazing couldn't help this feeling, but that was something. ''Um so i'm gonna get in the um shower'' she stuttered moving back to her door. I rub my face ''Right, right have fun''

Dumb move niall.

She laughs, ''right i will, Night Niall'' she closes the door

''Goodnight princess'' i whisper to myself walking into my room laying on the bed huffing loud, what a day.

Soooo, i like this chapter kinda short but its still good, comment! if you liked it

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