EDITING!! My Everything: Niall Horan Ariana Grande

Chapter 57

DANGEROUS WOMAN IS LIT !!!

Ariana's P.O.V.

I put my hair up into a high ponytail and fixed it up at the sides. Today was pretty cold and windy so I decided on my army patterned windbreaker.

Grabbing my bag I reread the text that jace sent me yesterday, about where to meet him. Finally placing on my sneakers I walk out of my room and do a little skip through the hallway to the door. I grabbed my key off the hook and continued my way out.

The halls were quiet today and I could only hear the faint wind coming through the vents on the ceilings. Just as im getting ready to walk out the door of the actual building, the door opens to niall carrying his nike bag. our eyes meet and i give a small smile before walking past but he slightly grabs my hand.

''You're not gonna say Hey" he says furrowing his eyebrows.

"sorry'' i cleared my throat before speaking again. ''Hello niall"

"where ya heading" he says adjusting the bag.

''Ugh jace told me to meet him somewhere" I said lowly. Nialls eyes widened a bit before the awkward silence occurred.

"So you're friends with him now?" He said, looking down at me. Just as an instinct I turn my head down. Looking at our feet doing a comparison in my head.

"Yeah, he's pretty nice" I swear I've never had a more awkward conversation in my life, except the one where perrie told me about her first sexual attempt in 11th grade.

"Why are you so nervous?" He asked changing the conversation. "I'm not nervous" I said pulling a fake laugh in attempt to distract him. He steps a bit closer to me.

"whenever you're nervous your cheeks flush and you look to the ground and do that weird thing with your fingers." He laughs

"You really pay attention" I say rocking back and forth .

"Only to important things"

"Well um, I gotta go now"

"Right, right Ill see you later" he says scratching his head and backing away.

"See you"

-

I made my way down the pavement stairway that led to a field. Some students were flying kites like children. Some were running around the walkway.

I kept on looking around, waiting and waiting until I saw that curly haired boy with the nice smile.

But nope, no sight of him.

I took a seat on the bench and checked my phone.

5:37 it read as I huffed getting angry, and placing my phone in my lap.

10 more minutes passed so I decided to just leave. I hate waiting, I'm very impatient feel very stupid for coming.

If you weren't gonna show up, don't invite me.

-

I made it back up to the dorms and unlocked my room door. Kicking off my boots angrily I hear padding of feet coming close by and faint music.

Turning to see niall with his shirt off and joggers, headphones on blasting some Drake song.

His eyes were focused on his phone so he obviously couldn't notice my presence.

I quickly changed my mood and face so he wouldnt notice I'm upset. Other wise he would question the hell out of me.

I walked past him and sat on the couch letting out a puff of air. His eyes watch me before he cuts his music off and furrowed his eyebrows. "What are you doing here?"

"I live here" I said sitting down like normal and scrolling through instagram.

"No shit, I'm saying i hop in the shower and next thing youre here, weren't you out with jace?"

Quickly I had to think of something. I watched him sit down next to me. I could smell of some axe body wash.

"We hung out but he had to go so yeah here I am"

He looked at me for a minute before he shrugged and leaned back.

My legs were criss cross and his knee slightly leaned against my own. My gaze shifted to it and I could feel my skin heat up from that little touch.

"So what are you gonna do now?" He mumbled, i could tell he was looking at me from the corner of my eye.

"Not sure, what about you?"

"Not sure." He huffed not taking his gaze off of me.

The room has that awkward silence again. Its only like this because we aren't acting like how we use to and it's bugging the hell out of me.

We use to laugh and make corny jokes with each other and act normal. Now it seems forced, I don't know.

I should just say something, maybe it won't be as awkward.

Before I could even say anything, he beats me to it. "Are you sure we are good?" He says shifting his body towards me.

Took the words from my mouth, "I don't know, maybe it's because-"

"The feelings haven't changed." He says lowly.

I don't know if that's the reason or not. Maybe I'm just being stupid, maybe I'm just over thinking it or I truly still have feelings for Niall. He was my first actual confusing relationship and he was my first time. He was most importantly my first love.

You can't ever forget your first love, he made me feel confident and beautiful with just a complement. He always made me laugh. He made my adrenaline rush faster and faster with every kiss because they were so secret and hidden.

I don't know.

Maybe this is just a phase. The in denile music girl falls for the soccer Jock.

"I don't know" I finally answer after a minute.

"Its not like we dated or anything" I say pulling a fake laugh.

Niall doesn't budge "what if we did?"

"We didnt so it doesn't matter"

"I'm sorry" he says placing his warm hand on my thigh. My eyes travel to it then back up to his eyes.

"Its okay, I thought we settled this?"

"Its not though, I'm just, never mind"

"Youre just what?"

"Nothing don't worry about me, let's talk about you"

"Niall you always complement me and do so much for me, we can talk about you for a while you know, I wanna know how you're feeling"

"I can't tell you!" He says slightly raising his voice.

"Why?"

"Cause I just can't, I'm confused myself!"

"You don't have to yell!"
He rubs his temple then huffing and looking back to me.

"I'm sorry okay, I don't wanna argue with you, I wanna make this time with you last, now please no more negativity. Can't we as friends just sit and watch a movie or something together, no drama?"

I am upset that he won't tell me what's wrong but I'm gonna let it slide, tonight we should just build our friendship back up.

I'm sorry I haven't updated and this chapter is very confusing and all over the place I'm also sorry for not putting my all into these last few chapters I'm just really confused to how I want this book at the moment.
I'll do better I promise!!!

Narianafan