EDITING!! My Everything: Niall Horan Ariana Grande

Chapter 15

Fairly confusing sorry!

''I've cried enough tears to see my own reflection in them''

Niall's P.O.V.

''Zayn?''

"Zayn! hey buddy, ugh when did you get in'' I say rushing off my bed the pillows falling along the floor. I stand fixing my shirt and hair, hoping he didn't witness that off guard make out session back there.

''I just got here'' he says dropping his bag on the ground and flopping on his bed, i do the same.

''How was your day'' randomly asking, I turn to look at him. ''Really niall'' he takes a deep breath, huffing and sitting up.

''How was she''

I literally choke on my own spit, Zayn smirks coming over patting my back. ''excuse me''.

Catching my breath, he laughs ''Awe little nialler, don't play dumb, How was she''. Laying back down i reach and grab a little ball and toss it in the air. ''We just kissed, and how do you know if you just came in'' i say.

The flashbacks of her delicate hands on me, and me hoisting her up against the wall, and her soft lips.

''Well, when i came in she was rushing to the bathroom, acting weirder than usual. The couches were messed up and we all should know by now she knows perrie is a neat freak, and they'd be neat. and that little boner you have gives it all away. Or you were watching porno'' he says ruffling his hair.

I cover my pants, ''Shut up, and don't tell anyone, she probably wont like it'' I say throwing the ball at his face. "alright i won't, i won't lover boy. Night man''. He turns off the light, and i mumble a night. The darkness taking over i couldn't see a thing, i kept picturing everything that happened this whole month crazy mess i got in. I finally decided to close my eyes.

But for some reason i couldn't sleep, kept thinking off a lot of things, and ariana was surely one of them. Hopping out of bed trying not to disturb a sleepy zayn, Heading down the hall to the kitchen.

I need water or Food in general. Something to clear my mind cause sleep was definitely not one of them. My big feet hitting the cold floor, But something caught my eye. The kitchen light from the stove was on. Walking closer to see someone, who i wasn't expecting to see until at least daylight.

She sat there on the counter her hair knotted and wet like she just got out of the shower and just put it in a messy bun thing. She wore a longish shirt it looked like it was for a Big guy, and some spandex short shorts that barely covered anything, they were like underwear when you think about it, and it had me staring.

Besides that what was she doing at 3am in the kitchen. She just looked at the floor her eyes droopy, her skin actually a little pale. Not just from the white light she was next to, and she just sat there she looked scary if i admit it. What was wrong with her, I'm really hoping shes not possessed...

Getting closer i soon feel myself falling on the floor. I literally tripped on my own sock. She looks at me for a minute jumping grabbing the nearest object. Which was a spoon. I stand with my arms up ''Its just me, ariana.''

Ariana's P.O.V.

''Its just me, ariana''

He stood there his eyes look like they needed sleep, Hell I need sleep. I drop the spoon, i had directly picked up for protection. Smart move i know. I wipe some of the hair out of my face before actually looking at him, Remembering that little mishap earlier, why is he up again. ''Why are you up'' i ask looking at the time, it read 3am. ''I should be asking you the same thing '' he says, walking to the fridge taking out a water, the cool air making me colder than i was already.

''Couldn't sleep''

I had actually been sitting here on this counter, for the past 2 hours. I had a bad dream, and it felt like reality. Like maybe he would be back. Back to haunt me ever since, this may sound confusing, but when i say i'm not all good life, goody two-shoes, and i have had it rough, i have experienced it all.

''I couldn't sleep either, Are you okay'' he says sitting an the opposite counter,

No.

Looking at me with sympathy. I look at him rubbing my eyes, clearing my dry throat, from silently screaming. ''Im good, ugh just some dreams'' i say while looking down feeling the tears threatening to fall ''Do you wanna talk about it, maybe i can help'' he says while taking a sip of his drink. I look down careful with my words

''Maybe another time'' i say hoping off the counter. He does the same ''well if you need me, i mean like need my help, i'd help you'' i nod silently agreeing.

''Well i'm gonna go to bed now, I tried to help'' he takes his water heading down the hall.

''Niall'' he turns back around

''Niall, um just promise you wont judge me?" I bursted before he left.

He looks confused at why i would say that. ''Okay, Promise but wha-''

''I'll tell you another time, promise''

He nods smiling and singing a goodnight in a goofy manner turning the hall to his room. I actually smiled at that.

Maybe i look fine, but i'm really not. See not niall, But he literally takes over my life. Just a few hours ago i was happy, but then those dreams scare me and ruin my mood in a instant. Walking back to my room laying down huffing as i laid, I cuddled into my covers attempting to sleep, But instead i end up crying myself to sleep.

I am Definitely not fine.

Narianafan...