Chapter 30

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Jaide's P.O.V.

''Well at first i thought you had a pelvic infection which prevents you from having fertilized eggs but then i came across something very suspicious'' Dr. Drew says as he itches his white beard and furrowed his eyebrows. I seriously hope its nothing bad, i have a life goal and im not trying to fail at it. Faintly i sit up and push my hair out of my face and attempt to adjust those ugly outfits you have to wear and your whole butt sticks out, yeah those it was giving me a serious wedgie. Turning my attention back to drew he looks back at me with a sadden gaze. ''Drew what is it''

''Well dont panic, but were you ever thinking of having children?''

''Well yes, why what is wrong'' I could feel the tears threatening to spill out. Why do bad things always happen to me. ''Im sorry jaide but, Your fallopian tubes are blocked and this prevents eggs from getting to the uterus, so you may have a inflammatory disease or chlamydia. Now dont panic this could be fixed if you take a certain pills and we would have to give you laparoscopic surgery, Im truly sorry''

And at that moment i felt like crying and just dying right here. I tried to act like everything was okay but its not, the hot salty tears just fell down my face. i could hear Dr.drew leave out to give me time. I couldn't take it i just broke down and cried, i cried so hard. My life could be ruined, i was supposed to pass college, get married have a daughter or a son and become and professional singer. But no, god had different plans for me, The one i fell in love for totally hates me, Im sick and have a prevention of having children, and my mother is gonna kill me, It was always about pleasing her but i failed at everything. Everything is wrong. I just give up.

Soon the door opens and i see the little peep of ariana's hair, and half of her face. ''Ill come back later since your-''

''No its fine, You can come in'' I cut her off and looked back to my stomach. I need comfort anyway. As soon as she comes in she walks to my side with a tiny pink bear and a tissue. ''I, I thought it would comfort you, but im not good at this.'' She says and places the stuff on the side table. Even after our fight she is still nice to me and she is still here.

''Why are you still here, I was so rude to you and you could have left me there but you didnt''. She takes a seat down by my feet and fiddles with the blue blanket.

''well we were friends and i know you needed help, Jaide what ever i did, im truly sorry and i dont ever mean to hurt you or anyone matter of fact. I, Ill do anything if you need help ill help because thats just how i am''

''Ariana calm its okay,You are way to nice and Im sorry, i was wrong too'' I say to her cause honestly i was in the wrong and i admit it. Niall obviously has something for her and i have to deal with that. We sit in silence again just thinking our own thoughts. ''Im guessing you know''

''Yeah, are you okay?''

''Ill live''.

Ariana's P.O.V.

I sat there and took in her. She even looked sick just with those sticky thing that they put in your arms and her hair was messy and she just looked done. Like her whole world came crashing down. ''Ariana do you, Do you have feelings for niall?'' Jaides voice cut off the silence. Damn i never thought about it, Do i have feelings for niall, but i don't know. I thought we were just friends and that was it but i don't know what we are, and im kinda scared to find out honestly. ''Well i don't know, he's confusing, everything is confusing'' I say truthfully cause the answer to it all is, i don't know. ''He likes you ari''

''How do you know''

''Well, he gets jealous, the way he is around you its like he seems happy. I don't know ive just been seeing things. But the way he looks at you its not like others, you're different'' She says. Does he really do all these things ive never realized.

''He's a good guy ari, yeah he has his issues and is a bit of a fuck boy but when me and him were alone he's not that bad, he knows what he wants in life and that's a good quality'' Jaide continued. I just smiled at her and looked back at the time. Shit its 7:25 and we are supposed to be in our dorms by 8:00. ''Um jaide i have to go, but i hope you get better. Ill come back and visit you okay?'' I say standing up and grabbing her hand. To my surprise she pulls me in for a hug. We squeeze each other tight and i could hear her faint whisper of a ''thank you''. Walking away i look back once before opening the door to see Niall sitting in the waiting room area. He lifts up his head, as i give him the signal its time to go. I could see a old woman look at niall and i as we walked. Probably silently judging. I know

We finally make it in the car and niall quickly starts to drive before we were late. Im so exhausted from today and i know he is too. But i know one things got a lot to think about tonight.

So This chapter is really sad, Im sorry. You guys thought she was pregnant didn't you. But i hoped you enjoyed and i suck at author notes. Bye!!!

Narianafan


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