I called you
why did I call you?
why did I redownload an app just to find your number?
why did I smile when I heard your voice?
it was only your voicemail..
I texted you
I sorta hope you text back
but you'll probably block me
you tend to run away
and I let you go
They say if you love someone, let them go
if they come back, it was meant to be
but I don't believe that.
you shouldn't have to let someone go
you shouldn't have to wait for someone else
I didn't.
I'm in a relationship and he's so amazing
it doesn't erase the pain you caused
or the hope that you'll talk to me again
or the fear that I was right while "overthinking"
