Please take me away from here
You're the only one that knows
How to make me feel better
I swear I'll go anywhere
Just stop the pain
Take me far away
As far as you want to go
I'm willing to go, if it's with you
I'm ready to run away and be happy
You're by my side and I won't stop
My feet keep hitting the ground
I'm sprinting and everything is blurry
Flying past me as I run with the wind
It's blowing through our hair
Our hands tied together with string
You told me it would help you
In case I run too far, you can pull it
Let me know you're still there
But...
Now...
I'm falling into the darkness
I'm screaming for help but...
You can't hear me, no one can
Im alone in the darkness again
It was right
It told me it would always be with me
I tried to run from it
I failed
I always do
I'm sorry
I pull the string
Are you still there?
Please be there
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⚠️
YOU ARE but where?
I can't see you
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My vision is coming back
The lights are blinding
Where am I?
I look over and you're there
Holding my hand, head down
My mom and siblings are too
And your mom and siblings
My gram and pap are there as well
They're all crying or have cried recently
Why? I don't understand...
Wait...that sound, it's a monitor
I'm in the hospital but why?
What happened? Babe please...
Answer me...I'm trying to talk but
Nothing is leaving my throat
I can't talk but I'm trying
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😷
😷
You noticed! And tears are streaming
Down everyone's face, even mine
I can talk after a while, I ask
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💙
💙
I look at my wrist
I'm so sorry
I didn't mean it
I don't remember doing that
Sure enough, I did, but when?
You tried to stop me?
Why didn't I stop?
You're not mad at me? Why?
I would be...maybe not
A little bit...that's how much
Please hold me in your arms
I missed you
I love you
I'm not leaving again
I'm sorry I tried to end it
I blacked out again
I broke the promise
You didn't even know about it but
Trust me, you should be mad
I made a promise and I broke it
Scream at me
Then tell me how much you love me
How happy you are that I'm still here
Don't let go just yet
Hold me until my eyelids get heavy
Hold me even after I've fallen asleep
Sing me a lullaby
Tell me stories
Sing me songs we sang together
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💕
💕
Thanks for saving me
A/N: I've never tried to commit suicide. I've thought about it but never tried. If you have, I'm glad you didn't succeed. If you're thinking about it, don't. Keep fighting my little soldiers. I'm proud of all of you.
