!!trigger warning!!
slight reference to self harm
♡
hello, it's me again
you know
the haunted house
you added another ghost to
why do you roam these halls?
what is it that you wanted?
were the ghosts of the past too frightening?
did the sorrow draw you to your grave?
like a dark whisper in the wind
I've started falling back into it
the longing ache for pain
the want to relapse
I want to tear the wallpaper down.
Break the walls down with a sledgehammer.
Throw rocks through the windows
and listen to the beautiful sound of shattering glass.
I want you to leave
stop roaming around
leaving small reminders that you're still here
how do I get rid of the ghosts?
not all of them, just a few
the people I no longer want here
I'd be left with one
my best friend
;
the only person I truly loved
the only connection that stopped the earth
the only ghost i'll ever want to haunt me
