I took a shower and
I looked at my body,
I saw that I finally have a stomach
I kinda hate it
I think I understand why some people
Starve themselves or puke after a meal
Why they think they're fat*
But please,
Don't get me wrong,
I was extremely thin before
I always wanted a stomach
But I got used to not having one
So now that I have something there
I don't think it suits me
It's kind of like the situation
With my biological father,
He left for six years and
I got used to him not being there,
Now he's making an attempt
To be back in my life and
I feel uncomfortable
*I know it may sound insensitive or straight out rude but I think I understand why.
A/N: I do not have an eating disorder. I just had a very high metabolism. I do not think anything bad of people with eating disorders. I think everyone is beautiful just the way they are.
