The Unexpected

FOUR

It's been a few weeks since the nights had joined our school and not gonna lie it has been funny. Noah caused a lot of trouble as i heard from Oli. He made a stinkbomb in chemistry, got caught having sex with a random girl in the english classroom apperently the girl's name is Ellie and Oli's says its 'his playtoy'? and the rest i don't even fucking know. Mikey on the other hand has been a angel as usual.

We were sitting at our usual table, over the weeks noah and mikey kinda joined our inner circle. I don't fucking know why Ellie is sitting at our table but i was to lazy to even think about it. I was chatting with Damien as always then all of a sudden i hear Oli chocking on her Kellogs. I looked over at her and her plate. Of course. ''Oli, you have barely eaten'' I said. Oli just shrugged.

Oli is very skinny by not eating. She either eats to little or not at all. I had that too, still do but it has become better. I'm worried for oli because this is how she had grown up. Her mom always told her to watch her weight, her mom really wasn't the best mom ever. Her mom caused her to have eating disorder, making me worried for her. She knows im worried for her but i have the right to be.

Max walked to our table and gave a kiss on Oli's head. ''babe i was just behind the waterfall behind our school it's so pretty we should go there sometime'' As Oli was about to say something mikey inturrupeted. ''can i come?'' He said with a lot of exitement. he's so innocent. ''Mike they are gonna fuck there'' Noah said and me and damien laughed as max chuckeld.

''not all of us are horny teenagers looking for sex you know?'' Oli said glaring at him. ''some of you just know how to hide it better'' Noah said turning his gaze to Oli. I am sensing some tension between them. Oli smiled to mikey ''of course you can come mike''. Well that was something

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I was studying healing potions and spells in my room. For to practice it I have to actually heal something, like a wound. 

I flipped thru the pages to end up at the beginners level, hurts to see that but it's true I am a beginner. While looking at the spel I had to sprinkle salt on the wound or scar? Weird chose of doing it but okay. I grabbed some salt and sprinkled it on my arm while reading the spell out loud.

Nothing happened at first. I was starting to think the spell didn't work, or that I messed up the words. But then my arm started to burn, like from a stinging feeling to actually feeling my arm being on fire. It hurted so fucking badly, I definitely messed up somewhere. I ran to the kitchen and put my arm under the sink turning on cold water. Even more dumb. I yelled out in pain as it moved from my arm to my chest. What the fuck went wrong?

The pain wouldn't go away and I was crying like I was being stabbed to death.

After few minutes of my trying to stop the pain I heard the dorm room being opened.
"Joy you in here?" A deep voice spoke. Whoever it was I needed help.
"I'm in the kitchen!" I yelled out. The pain started to get worse to be honest. Like I poured gasoline on my and lighted myself up.

I heard someone run to the kitchen and when I looked up it was Mikey. Thank god.
"What the fuck Joy what happened?!" He said as he picked me up from the ground.
"No talking just get me to the nurse" He carried me and ran to the nurse.

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I was sitting on one of the beds in the nursery when the nurse came and gave me some medicine. "Take these for this week and the after pain should go away quickly, but no more practicing spells alone got it joy?" I nodded and left the nursery.

I went to my locker to put my medicine in when the whole ass gang walked to me.
"JOY" Oli said hugging me tightly. "mike told us what happened" She said letting go of the hug. But then that bitch slapped me on my head.
"Ow?!" i said holding my head. "how many times have i told you not to try healings spells alone?" Damn she sounded mad as fuck. "sorry" i said. Noah and Damien just chuckled.
Than Damien came up to me and kissed me on the lips. "baby don't do that ever again okay because that was fucking scary" I nodded. he is the sweetest.

Welp we all know i'll do it again like i have been doing it every time.
I can't help it I wanna get more stronger and most importantly who the fuck I am.