Chapter 6 - Minji's POV: The Fucking Staff Room

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I continued with the class, the clock ticking sluggishly as the minutes seemed to stretch on. Thursdays were never my favorite, and today was proving to be no exception. My students seemed restless, their attention wavering as they struggled to focus on the lesson at hand. I pushed forward, determined to maintain control over the classroom.

And then, as if on cue, the intercom's intrusive voice interrupted my efforts. "Kang Haerin, report to the principal's office. I repeat, Kang Haerin, please report to the principal's office."

The announcement caught my attention, and I couldn't help but wonder what she had done this time. Haerin, the enigma at the back of my classroom, was now summoned to the principal's office. A mixture of curiosity and concern gnawed at me, distracting me momentarily from my role as an educator.

I cleared my throat and focused on the lesson, doing my best to appear unaffected by the announcement. The class continued, the material unfolding before us, yet my mind was elsewhere. I wondered about Haerin's fate, the reasons behind the summons, and whether her actions were an extension of the unconventional aura that surrounded her.

Thankfully, the bell rang, signaling the end of the class. I stood by the door, watching as students filed out, their chatter filling the air. Among the snippets of conversation, I caught fragments of Haerin's name.

"And then she beat her with a wet book," one voice declared, a mixture of incredulity and disbelief lacing the words.

"What the fuck, is she a psychopath?" another voice exclaimed, the shock evident in the tone.

"For sure, Claire was wailing. It must've been a sharp book, I guess," a third voice chimed in.

The words sent a chill down my spine. It seemed that the incident had already become a topic of discussion among the students. As an educator, I was privy to the aftermath of Haerin's actions, yet I remained an outsider to the details that fueled the rumors.

I couldn't deny the unease that settled within me. Haerin was a mystery, a complex puzzle that I had only just begun to unravel. The connection we had shared, the moments that defied the conventional boundaries between teacher and student, had left an imprint on me. And now, as I stood in the wake of the chaos she had caused, I couldn't help but wonder what drove her to such extremes.

As the students gradually dispersed, leaving me alone with my thoughts, I couldn't shake the feeling that the story was far from over. Haerin's actions had disrupted the status quo, and in doing so, she had left an indelible mark on the tapestry of the school's narrative. And as the day unfolded, I knew that both she and I were on a collision course with the unknown, a journey that would challenge our perceptions and force us to confront the unspoken truths that lingered beneath the surface.

She was supposed to meet me after school for tutoring, a step towards academic improvement that I had hoped would bridge the gap between us. But now, it seemed she was rebelling against not only the system but also against the idea of assistance. The announcement had summoned her to the principal's office, and the chaos she had caused was reverberating through the school's corridors like a shockwave.

As the last class of the day ended, I exited my classroom and found myself roaming the empty hallway. The silence was palpable, a stark contrast to the turmoil that seemed to hang in the air. I walked past a locker, and something compelled me to pause. The words "psycho," "anger issues," "weirdo," "freak," and "spectrum" were scrawled across the metal surface, a cruel testament to the judgments that had been cast upon her.

I put my hand to the locker, my fingers brushing against the graffiti. Some of the words had smudged over time, the remnants of earlier insults. Others were newer, written with a venomous urgency. Something told me that this locker belonged to Haerin, that this was her space, a battleground where she faced the scrutiny and judgment of her peers.

A heavy sigh escaped me as I realized what I had to do. The weight of responsibility settled upon my shoulders, a burden that demanded action. I had to confront the issue head-on, to address the whispers and the rumors that swirled around Haerin. But in order to do that, I had to step into the lion's den – the staff room, a place I had long avoided.

Summoning my resolve, I walked down the hallway, my footsteps echoing in the empty space. As I reached the door of the staff room, I took a deep breath and pushed it open. The room was filled with the chatter of my colleagues, their laughter and conversations a stark contrast to the heavy atmosphere that had settled over me.

I walked towards my usual corner, a space where I had spent countless hours preparing lessons and grading papers. As I approached, I felt the eyes of my colleagues on me, their gazes curious and speculative. I ignored the scrutiny, focusing on the task at hand.

Clearing my throat, I raised my voice above the din of the room. "I need your attention," I said, my tone carrying a seriousness that demanded respect. The room fell silent, the attention of my colleagues now fixed on me.

"I know there has been a lot of talk about the incident today," I continued, my voice steady. "But rumors and judgments won't help us understand what's really going on. We owe it to our students, especially Haerin, to address this situation with empathy and an open mind."

I felt a mixture of discomfort and determination as I spoke. It was a bold move, one that challenged the norms of the staff room and demanded a deeper level of understanding from my colleagues. But I couldn't stand by while Haerin continued to be labeled and judged, her actions reduced to simplistic narratives.

As I scanned the room, I could see a range of reactions – surprise, curiosity, and even skepticism. But amidst the varied expressions, I saw something else – a glimmer of acknowledgment, a recognition that the situation required more nuance than they had initially assumed.

With a final nod, I turned and walked out of the staff room, leaving behind a room that was now buzzing with discussions that went beyond the surface level. It was a small step, but one that I hoped would pave the way for a deeper understanding of Haerin's complexities and struggles.

As I walked down the hallway once more, the weight of the day's events settled upon me. The confrontation in the staff room was just the beginning, a prelude to the challenges that lay ahead. And as I headed towards the unknown, I couldn't help but feel a sense of determination – a commitment to bridging the gap, both within the school's community and within myself, as I navigated the uncharted territory that Haerin's presence had introduced into my life.

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