Confusion (Tom Kaulitz)

Today is the day

(smut)

Everyting was back to normal. Tom and I spend a lot of time together,catching up on the separate time from each other. The others also came, I really missed them,especially Bill. They stayed at our home and even Mario settled down with the idea of me and the cartel gang,however Minato still had doubts about this. He wanted to keep me safe but sometimes all of his protectiveness just drove into a drama with him and Tom.

It was almost 11AM when I woke up next to Tom,his arms gently wrapped around my shoulders,keeping me in his embrace.

As I was about to got out of bed he slowly opened his eyes and within seconds adjusted his vision at me.

"Don't go." he whispered in his morning,deep voice. This tone of his always made my body heat up,I was so attracted to him.

"It's late,we have things to do." I chuckled. Today we were supposed to go out grocery shopping.

I got up but quickly landed back on my butt as he pulled me back on the bed. I stared at him in surprise. He pulled me into him,hugging my whole body as he was so much bigger than me. He slowly got on top of me and wandered around my body,up and down. I hesitantly looked at him,he was in the mood for some nasty things.

We didn't had sex yet, I mean we never had. He just fingered me once and we had a little wild scenario going on like  two weeks ago after our official date. I wasn't ready yet, but I know a man doesn't have life long patience. Someday I have to give him my virginity. Sex never was my thing, love was more important to me.

"We can't,Tom...not now." I said quietly,fearing his response.

To my surprise he just nodded his head, climbed off me and got into the bathroom. During this time I made coffee and breakfast for both me and Tom, and brought it to my room so we can have a cute breakfast together. Thankfully the room opens to the balcony, so I put the tray full of food on the coffee table.

There was toast with strawberry jam, strawberry Nesquick and some cut up fruits and veggies.

"You wanna feed your man?" a low voice startled me as I placed the glasses across from each other on the table.

I turned around and saw a half naked Tom, he had just the towel wrapped around his hips. I always considered him sexy,but this...this was a whole new level of sexiness.

"Y-yes." I mumbled quickly turning back, I felt my cheeks burning a light pink colour.

I heard Tom chuckle and he came behind me, placing his long fingers on my waist. He pulled me into him, between us leaving no air. I felt his erection as he rubbed his dick against my buttocks but I was way too embarressed to turn my head and look into his dreamy eyes.

I pulled away from him and sat down on the chair, waiting for him do to aswell.

He sat down and started eating. I glanced over a few times at him, hoping he would stare at me but no,not once.

I dug in the food and ate in quiet, he doesn't spoke to me a single word the entire meal. When we finished he got up and thanked me, planting a soft kiss on my forehead. Needless to say, I felt disappointed. I wanted to please him but at the same time I don't. I was freaking out when it comes to this subject. I always felt like I wasn't enough, or I would fuck everything up. I was afraid that I won't do the right thing and the partner would be disappointed.

Ok Luna, put yourself together. Today is the day.

I got up, walked to the kitchen where everyone was already awake and eating breakfast. I greeted everyone and washed the dishes.