Confusion (Tom Kaulitz)

Night Night, Diamond

     The last thing I remember was closing my eyes and going in a deep sleep.

"Wake up princess,we are home!" a voice whispered into my ear as I rubbed my eyes,fixing my vision. It was Tom.

I slowly straightened my posture and got ready for the landing. It was a 10 hour flight and I slept all the way through. I was exhausted emotionally but also physically. I don't know why in my life always I have to say my goodbye from the people I love the most.

As the plane landed everybody got up, the boys were already standing tall with their backpacks and stuff. Tom got up and fixed his clothes a bit and reaching his hand out for me to take. I slowly got to my feet with his help and wondered 'why do I have to live this life?'. I just wanted to be free and careless,to travel and party,to never make such difficult decisions. But life thought othervise.

We got out and started walking towards the super shiny and cool sportscars. This was the most fascinating things the boys owe,and I was a total fan of it.

As we walked Tom slipped his fingers between mine and gently squeezed my hand, I felt the butterflies in my stomach and my cheeks going red.

We got further and almost reached the cars that were parked in the underground parking space but suddenly a black Mercedes van pulled up infront of us. Five men got out, they were all wearing black from head to toe and their face was covered with masks. They were all armed and ready to shoot anytime. We were surrounded, the boys quickly grabbed their guns and pointed them towards the misterious men.

Tom pulled me behind him, I was in shock and I felt my legs giving up on holding my body.

"Well well well." A voice was heard as all the men made room, a man with long,dark brown hair and a big scar on his face made his was towards Tom.

"Gotti, or should I say,Diamond...what brings you here?" I saw how Tom lowered his gun from the direction of 'Diamond', so did the others.

The man chuckled and slightly looked at me. "I heard you put eyes on a girl..also.." Diamond walked closer to Tom,still his eyes fixated on me.

Tom grabbed my hand and pulled me even more behind him. I didn't saw his face but I could imagine it,jaw clenched, eyebrows furrowed and his breath as hot as the lava.

"I heard you love her." he chuckled with an evil tone in his voice.

"That is none of your fucking business!" Tom shouted at him, he was really pissed at this point. I knew this man was trouble,and that he was dangerous. Now that he also spoke of me..I was very afraid for my life.

Tom looked like he was ready anytime soon to run at Diamond, I tried slightly pulling him back by his baggy hoodie. Tom was the type of person who would do anything just to be the winner. If this was a competition of stupid Cartel, Tom will win at all costs.

Diamond still had his dark orbs on my fragile figure,carefully analizing my shy appearance. This man was fucking scary, I felt intimidated by his presence. The longer he stared at me the bigger the knot in my stomach grew.

"Let's make a deal,Tom." the man stood straight, positioning his focus towards Tom. This was not going to end well..

"What the fuck do you want Diamond? Wasn't enough that you kicked yourself out of my clan? You are good for nothing, get your shits together and get the fuck out of here." I saw Tom clencing his fists, his knuckles turning white and his body warmth sending shivers down my back. At that moment I felt more scared of Tom then the rest of the men.

I also glanced quickly at the boys, they all were looking between Tom,me and Diamond. They were afraid and Bill looked like he was about to cry. What is the backstory of this shit?