Confusion (Tom Kaulitz)

My virgin girl

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Tom's POV •

I watched her sleepy beautiful face in the dim sunlight that shone through the curtains. She was a beautiful women. Her face,her body,her soul,her little anger issues,her imperfections for me were perfections. She was perfect. Her beautiful big blue eyes,her perfect long nose and full red cherry lips,her light pink cheeks. She was so breathtaking. She slept in my arms so peacefully. I started to develop feelings for her. I known that the first time I saw her. This was not good at all. She was so fragile,so virgin,so untouched. I couldn't break her.

I was a monster compared to her. I was cold-hearted, I killed innocent people, raped innocent girls and threatened everybody who came into my way. She didn't know anything about me. I have an illness. I have mood changing swings. I have my high mood and low mood,at least Bill calls it like that. My high mood is pretty rare, I have it once or twice a week and it doesn't last long. I didn't wanted Luna to know about it. It would scare her away. I didn't wanted to hurt her but I would totally do that. She was too feisty for me to keep up.

I quicky snapped out of my thoughts when I heard her wake up. She slowly opened her beautiful ocean eyes and stared right at me. She was shocked for a moment but quickly realized that we slept in the same bed.

"Morning beautiful." I said while caressing her little face.

"Hey." she said with a yawn and started to rub her eyes to wake her up. As layed there looking at her I wanted her more and more. I craved her. Her soft skin, her long ginger hair,I wanted to heard her moan my name.

"You hungry?" I asked her. I known I couldn't do that. She defenitely wouldn't allow me and I couldn't break her like I did with the other girls. She wasn't like the others.

"Mhm." She replied.

I stood up and walked to the door opening it and leaving her alone in the room. After I entered the kitchen I saw her slowly walking down the stairs and coming in.

"What would you like for breakfast?" I asked with a smile. She looked at me confusion painted all over her face. She surely didn't thought of this sweetness I gave her. To be honest it was also new for me. I was never this kind to a girl.

"If you can cook, can I have scrumbled eggs?" she asked smiling at me like a little girl. She looked so cute with that very stupid pajama and her hair all shaggy.

"Of course."

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After we ate I stood up and took all the dishes to the sink to wash them. She was looking at me all the time, her gaze never leaving me. I chuckled to myself a few times.

"Luna,today you are going to see your friends."

She jumped up from her seat when she heard what I said. I looked back to only see her smile huge and her face bright.

"I'm going to get ready!" she exclaimed and runned up.

"This silly girl." I said to myself. I also made my way up to shower and change. Today was a very interesting day. I had to took Luna to see Mario and Minato,I already talked to Minato to keep her company while I would be gone. I needed to do some shit with the boys, smuggle drugs, smuggle hookers and things like that. I never liked our job but this was our biggest income and thanks to that we had this big mansion, our very expensive cars and other things.

My twin brother Bill was the 'angel' one of our group. He was nothing like me. Like his monster brother. He always had a good sens on humour, he was never too serious,just if it was needed and he was good with the girls.