Yours Only (n.g)

Chapter 6

Nash's POV.

I was so mad at Matthew for hugging Rebecca. I've told all of the guys that I was the only one who could touch her and did anything to her.

"Next time you shouldn't do that to her" I said coldly to Matthew.

I knew that he was still mad at me but I didn't care because I was mad at him too.

"You have no rights on her, dude!" Matthew protested, "Who do you think you are? She's not even your girlfriend, she is just a 'toy' for you"

His words made my eyes went wide, "WHAT THE HELL?" I yelled at him and I almost grabbed his shirt.

"It is true, Nash. Stop playing around with girls it's really bad" he yelled back.

"What the hell is your problem with that?" I finally asked him.

"You are my friend, Nash, and playing around with girls is not a good thing, and I don't want my friend doing bad thing, I'm just trying to help you" he answered.

I didn't know what else to say, "I just can't,"

"I don't know what else should I do" he let out a sigh and dissapeared.

I honestly didn't know too.

It was eleven in the night and I was really tired. I decided to stay inside my room and I hadn't planned of what to do.

I layed on my bed, thinking, and keep thinking about things.

I didn't know what did I see. It was white and blank-but then I realized that everything in my life was wrong. It was totally wrong.

It made me feel that my life is too pointless and I had no idea why was I alive. I didn't know what else should I do with my life and I just wanted to die.

People might hate me because I couldn't control myself but I kept being a boss and controlling people's life. I got pissed easily and I couldn't treat people in the right way but the lucky part was I still can be nice in front of people I knew.

I immediately decided to end Rebecca's punishment because it was impossible if she could stay for any longer because it's been seven hours and she hadn't eaten something from the afternoon.

I was too ruthless to her and I should stopped but I felt like I just can't.

Lazily I walked into her room and I unlocked her door and opened it from the outside. I was surprised because she wasn't at her room.

She might be in the bathroom so I walked closer to the bathroom and I didn't hear anything. I waited for like a minute but there was nothing. It was totally silent and no sound at all.

I finally decided to open the bathroom door and it was true that she was inside the bathroom but she was fainted. I began to panic-I took her with bridal style to her bed and laid her down.

I forgot that I took her air conditioner remote with me and the temperature was so low so she was probably freezing.

I put my hand on her forehead and it was true that she had a fever because her body temperature was really hot.

I was so scared, it was all my fault. I shouldn't do that to her.

Before her, it was fine with me when I found a girl got sick because of my punishment but Rebecca made me feel guilty because of what I've done.

I sat next to her bed, hoping that she would awake soon. I kept waiting for her to open her eyes and I also turned off the air conditioner because it was really cold at her room.

She hadn't opened her eyes which made me panic even more.

It's been an hour and she was still fainted, which made me feel guilty even more.

It was when finally I realized that I was ruthless and I shouldn't breaking hearts because it felt so sucks.

My friends were true, I really needed to stop being ruthless towards the girls. I needed to stop hurting girls' feelings.

"Please be okay please be okay" I kept whispering those words.

I wish there was a miracle.

A miracle to make her awake.

I wanna look into her eyes.

Her eyes are controlling mine.

I was about to gave up but then she opened her eyes.

"N-nash?" she said weakly.

I held her cold hand really tight, I didn't want to let go of her hand. I didn't answer her but I was just smiling.

"I can't go through your punishment again, Nash. I want to go back" she said again.

"You're not going back, Rebecca" I replied, "You're staying with me forever"

"No, it won't be forever" she protested, "I won't be lost forever"

"You're not lost" I let out a sigh, "It's just that your life changed forever"

"Can I just go back and have a normal life?"

I shooked my head and she let out a sigh. She looked upset, sad, and terrified. I really wanted to comfort her but I didn't know how.

"How are you feeling?" I asked, changing the topic.

"Cold" she simply answered but in a low tone.

"Do you want to use my room? It might not really cold there" I suggested and she just nodded her head.

I took her with a bridal style once again to my room. I immediately opened the door and walked into my room then laid her on my bed. Then I walked to close the door and locked it from the inside so Taylor and Matthew couldn't come in.

I pulled my blanket and put it to cover her body. Her face was really pale and it made me feel guilty again.

"I'm sorry," I began, "I promise I won't punish you again"

"That's good" she grinned at me.

"But," I said, "You are staying here forever, and there's no going back"

"What if I don't want to stay?" she playfully asked. She wanted a game, I would give her one too.

"Punishment is still waiting for you" I simply answered her.

She closed her eyes and let out a sigh, "Fine. I'll stay"

"Good, don't you ever dare to leave"

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