Yours Only (n.g)

Chapter 5

Nash's POV.

I was so hungry so I decided to make some food for myself. I couldn't stop thinking about Rebecca. I was so afraid to lose her. I wish she wouldn't go because it would make me crazy.

It was really weird because I barely knew her and when I said that I owned her, I really meant it. I really meant every single word every time I said that.

At the same time, I could feel an anger and need which was totally confusing and sucks. I tried to deny the 'need' feeling and just went with the 'anger' one but I just can't. I felt angry but need her at the same time. I just really wanted to torture her and make her understand that she was under my control and I owned her.

After I finished my food, I decided to see her but I had no idea of what to say but I decided just to went to see her.

I opened her room door and entered the room and surpisingly I saw her and Matthew were hugging each other which made me totally mad and pissed. Without thinking twice, I pulled Rebecca away from Matthew.

"I'm so sorry" Matthew said but I was totally pissed and I was the worst at controlling my anger so reflexively was about to punch his face when suddenly Rebecca stopped me.

"What?" I yelled at her.

"Don't hit him! I was the one who hugged him and he was just hugging me back" Rebecca explained.

"Matthew now you can get out!" I said, holding back my anger.

"Dude don't do anything to her" Matthew said but I ignored him and he finally left the room and I immediately closed and locked it from the inside.

It was just me and Rebecca in her room. I didn't know what should I do to her as her punishment.

She was still standing there and looked at me. I could see that she was scared and afraid but I just didn't care.

"You better punish me than him" she out of the blue said, breaking the silence.

"Why are you defending him, huh?" I half yelled at her because she defended Matthew which totally pissed me off.

"Because it was true that I was the one who hugged him first" she admitted.

I walked closer to her and she was looking down again which made me pissed even more. I put my hands on her wrist and lifted her up then I pushed her into the wall again.

"I told you to look at my eyes whenever you talk to me" I warned and put her on the ground again.

"I am so sorry" she apologized.

"Too late," I yelled at her and reflexively strangled her.

"I'm so sorry please just let me go" she cried out, "Or punish me in another way"

Her face turned into red and tears began to fall from her eyes. It looked like she was looking for a sympathy but then I felt guilty for thinking that way.

I finally stop strangling her and she immediately took a deep breath and she was crying.

"I think you're forget that I own you?" I grinned.

She was still crying, "But why did you do that to me?"

"To remind you that I own you" I simply answered.

Seeing her cry was actually broke my heart.

I pulled her into a hug and surprisingly she didn't even deny it and she was in my embrace, crying.

I looked at her and she was still crying. I honestly didn't know what was she thinking about and I would like to ask her later.

"It's okay your punishment is over" I said with no expression.

"Don't do that to me again Nash, you have no idea how terrified I am" she begged and confessed.

I was surprised by her confession. I had no idea that she would be terrified. It made me feel guilty even more.

I rubbed her hair, "I won't if you remember that I own you"

"I remember, Nash, but please don't punish me that way again" she begged.

"We'll see and it depends" I blankly respond.

She didn't answer me again but she was still crying.

"It's okay seriously, your punishment has over" I repeated.

"I know" she nodded and tried to stop crying.

"The rules is that you're not allowed to be with another guy but me, because I own you" I said.

"Or?"

"Punishments are waiting for you, Rebecca" I grinned, "All you have to do is to obey me and you'll be okay"

"As I remember, you were asking for another punishment beside strangle" I asked her.

She rolled her eyes and her eyes were so red because of crying.

"I know what's the good punishment for you," I said, "You're going to stay here for twelve hours with no food and drink. It's easy, right?"

"Whatever" she replied, "Yeah it's pretty easy"

"Cool, see you tomorrow" I said as I walked our from her room and locked her door from the outside and took her key with me so she won't be able to escape.

It was hurt seeing her crying, especially because of me. It was hurt too when she said that she was terrified. I felt guilty and I didn't know how to tell her how sorry I was.

Then Matthew came over me.

"What did you do to her?" he asked.

"Strangled her," I simply answered, "And locked her for twelve hours in her room"

"Then what did she do?" he asked again.

"Crying" I admitted.

"You're insane, Nash" what? He just said that I was insane?

"What did you say?" I almost yelled at him.

"You're totally insane!! Why did you strangle her? She is a girl, man. She's not as strong as us!" he finally yelled at me.

"First, it's not your fucking business at all," I yelled back, "And second is because of you! If you guys didn't hug each other, this won't happen"

"But you can't keep being like this" Matthew was tired to argue me, "She is a girl and she isn't as strong as us"

"I don't care, she made me forget how to control myself" I confessed.

"From the begining you never know how to control yourself, Nash Grier" Matthew said and walked away from me.

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idk what to say about this chapter and ikr my first five chapter are pretty boring and I hope I could fix it soon.

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