Rebecca's POV.
Next morning I woke up but I wasn't in my bed neither Nash's. I didn't remember what happened last night. Alcohol successfully controlled me.
I opened my eyes and I didn't know where I was. I never been here before.
Shit, I was with Cameron last night.
Cameron was still sleeping and without thinking twice I woke him up.
"Cameron!!!! Wake up!!!" I tried to shake him and finally I got his attention.
"Becca?" he looked at me with confusion.
"Why am I here, Cam? What happened between us? We didn't-"
"Chill out, Becca. We didn't, I mean, I don't know because we both were drunk last night" he explained himself.
"Shit! You must be kidding me!" I began to panic and this was serious.
"Becca can you please chill?" Cameron tried to calm me down, "I'm sure we didn't"
"But what if-"
"Shhh" he put his forefinger on my lips, "We didn't, Becca"
"Are you sure?" I asked, doubting him.
"Yes" he nodded and smiled and it made me feel better.
"Oh my god I'm so messed" I said as I looked at how messy I was.
"But still beautiful" Cameron rubbed my hair and our eyes locked.
But I didn't feel a spark like whenever I was with Nash.
I tried to find my phone and luckily it was on Cameron's nightstand.
37 missed calls from Nash? For sure, I'm in trouble.
"Are you okay?" Cameron asked me and he was confused seeing my expression.
"Yeah," I lied, "Can you take me back to Nash's?"
"Yeah sure but you should clean yourself first" he suggested, and unfortunately he was right because I looked like shit.
He walked off the bed to his closet and lend me his shirt and sweatpants.
I immediately took a quick shower and stripped into Cameron's clothes. As I walked off the bathroom, I saw him who was sitting on the edge of the bed and playing with his phone and he changed his clothes already.
"Okay come on" he said as he noticed I was done my shower and that time I felt so nervous and scared.
I know what Nash was going to do and I just couldn't imagine it anymore I just shut my eyes and took a deep breath.
"Becca seriously I'm so sorry about last night" Cameron begged me for an apology.
"It's fine, we both were drunk and it was my fault too" I faked a smile to him.
"Cameron," I began to talk serious to him, "Do you remember what happened last night?"
"Uh, um.."
"Cameron answer me" I raised my voice for a little bit.
"We made out"
***
Nash's POV.
I didn't know where was Rebecca. I was scared of losing her. At 2 a.m I decided to went back to apartment and wished she was there but sadly no.
I tried to find Rebecca at Cameron's house but I just can't find her. I even tried to call her but she didn't answer at all and I began to panic. I didn't know where was she and I wish she was totally fine.
I was drunk and I had a headache but I just couldn't sleep. I laid on my bed, thinking about Rebecca. I didn't know what else to do and I just keep thinking, thinking, and thinking.
It was nine in the morning and I felt so tired. I wanted to sleep but I just can't because I didn't know where Rebecca was.
Suddenly I heard a knock on my door and someone opened it.
I was totally surprised to see who it was.
"Nash I'm-"
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!" I yelled at her, I was too angry and mat, I even didn't want to see her through her eyes.
"I'm so sorry, Nash, I didn't know but-" she tried to finish her words but I cut her off.
"JUST EXPLAIN WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU LAST NIGHT!"
"I... Uh I was... Cam" she answered slowly.
"What?!?!" I shouted to her, "What did you do with him?"
I let out a huge sigh and I was so mad at her. I just wanted to punish her this time.
I walked closer to where she stood and she looked at me even she was scared. I didn't care, I didn't look back.
"Tell me!! Open your fuc-" I yelled at her but she cut me off.
"We made out" she yelled back and she was crying.
"What?!" I responded surprisedly.
I didn't get it why was she crying. It was her fault but she was the one who cried.
"I don't know what else should I do, Bex. You ruined me. You ruined my life, Rebecca" I confessed and walked away from my room, leaving her alone inside.
I was so upset with her and Cameron. I mean, why would they did that to me? Plus, Cameron is my cousin he should know how I feel about Becca because so far she was always with me and he should noticed.
And as I predicted, Rebecca followed me. She was still crying.
She sat next to me and still begging for forgiveness.
"Sorry" she said in a low tone.
But reflexively I slapped her.
She was so surprised and she was mad me too.
"You promised me not to hurt me anymore?! But look at what you've done! It can't always be like that, Nash!" she yelled at me.
"I know that something is creeping your mind but you should move on and you can't always treat people that way. You can't own people because you have no rights of it and you can't keep punishing and torturing people because it's not like that, Nash" she continued.
"Don't be so selfish and stop hurting people because of your pain"
And then she left.
She was right, but I just can't, and nobody understands me.
It was so complicated and I can't handle it anymore. It hurts me knowing her and Cameron made out last night. I really liked her and she just did it with my cousin.
I know she was in her room so I just walked to her room and opened the door and I saw her packing her stuff.
"Where do you think you're going?" I screamed at her.
"None of your business, Nash! I'm tired if everything goes like this" she screamed back.
"Rebecca you're not going anywhere" I stated coldly.
"Who do you think you are, Nash?" she responded and that's the time when she finished packing her stuff and about to walked away from the room but I held her hand.
"I like you, Bex. I like you" I blurted out and I regretted it so much.
***
too dramatic but yeah :/
i'm feeling so sorry for putting becca on these situations tbh but this is my story so why can't i put anything i like?
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