Rebecca's POV.
"I like you, Bex. I like you" he blurted out and he got me confused.
"What?" I tried to understand what did he said to me.
"I like you, Rebecca Allie Valadez" he repeated but now he's calling me with my full name.
I didn't get him, "You must be kidding me, Nash"
"I'm not" he gave me a death glare and I was feeling so scared, "Just forget about it" he added and left.
I didn't know why but my heart was pounding. Do I like him too? I do enjoy every time we kissed but is it means that I like him, after all he's done to me?
And of course I didn't go away from his house.
He just confessed his feelings and my heart was so empty. I didn't know what to feel because I was in so much pain. He never knew how hurt it was, because he wasn't me.
I decided to dial random number except Nash's, because all I have on my contact was just the squad's numbers.
I put my finger anywhere I like without seeing my phone and oh, I dialed Clary's number.
"Hello?"
"Clary!"
"Hey Becca! What's up?"
"Nothing much. I'm just bored so let's do something, maybe?" I suggested.
"Sounds good! Meet me at the mall in 11 okay?"
"Yeah, I can't wait" I smiled at the phone, even though she couldn't see me.
"Me too" she replied and we both hung up the phone.
It was ten so I got an hour to get ready. I didn't take a shower again, because I took a shower at Cameron's and just changed my clothes. I wore white tank top with sleeveless gray cardigan and short denim pants and I really like my outfit. I curled my hair for like fifteen minutes and wore some perfume and the last thing was I wore my red vans.
I walked off the room and Nash was in the kitchen.
"Where are you going?" he asked, not even looking at me.
"Hang out with Clary" I simply answered and reached the elevator and waited for a few minutes to reach the ground floor.
I went to the mall by taxi and it wasn't a long drive. I paid the taxi driver once I was arrived at the mall and met Clary at Mc Donalds. She was playing with her phone.
"Clary I'm so sorry I'm late" I said.
"It's alright, Bex. I arrived here like a few seconds ago" she smiled and stood and finally we walked off.
"So what's wrong with you? Your cheek is red" he pointed at my left cheek which was being slapped by Nash.
"What? Red?" I lied, "I don't think I did anything which caused my face red"
"Becca if there's something wrong with you please tell me" she said sympathetically.
"For sure, Clary" I smiled at her and the first shop we entered was Forever 21.
I ended up buying nothing while Clary was buying some clothes.
"Why don't we watch something? I'm tired of shopping, Bex" she told me her opinion and of course I agreed with her idea.
We ended up watching 'Home' because I need something to make me laugh and Clary also wanted to see that movie.
"Two tickets $9, miss" the ticket seller said as I and Clary gave her the money. I paid $4.5 and so did Clary.
"Thank you and enjoy the movie" the ticket seller said as she gave us a smile and we walked away to the theatre.
"Where do you want to sit?" Clary asked me.
"The back would be great" I suggested and she nodded so we took a seat at the back of the theatre because it's my favorite place to sit inside the theatre.
The movie finally started and seriously it made me laugh and at least I could forget about Nash for a while.
There were so many Rihanna's song which made me even happier because Rihanna is my favorite singer.
After spending ninety minutes inside the theatre, the movie was finally over. I and Clary walked off the movie theatre ans just walked into Starbucks.
I ordered green tea latte and Clary ordered the same thing. After we got our drinks, we took a seat and talked about stuff.
"So how is it living with Grier?" Clary asked. I seriously didn't want to talk about Nash right now.
"It's fine" I faked my smile, hoping she won't find out.
"Tay and Matt are good right?" she kept asking me questions but as long as it wasn't about Nash, I'm totally fine.
"Yeah they are all nice to me" I smiled, "Anyway Taylor and I are brother and sister now" I added.
"Really? Is he that close to you?" Clary asked surprisedly.
"Um yeah, I mean, I often talk to him and I begin to feel like he's my own brother and I really love him as a brother" I explained.
"I'm happy to hear that but what about Nash? Looks like he likes you don't you see that?" Clary is asking about Nash again.
Indeed he is.
"No," I lie, "We're not that close, I guess?"
"Really? But you always go to school with him and not with Tay" Clary responded.
"Yeah it's just a ride, Clary" I smiled at her and chuckled a bit.
"Okay" she said as she smirked to me.
"Let's go home, I'll drop you at Nash's" she orders and I nodded.
We both climbed into her car and finally we pull away and reached the apartment. During the ride, we talked about countless things and actually Clary is such a nice friend and she has 75% of my personality and that's why me and her are being best friends.
Finally we're arrived in front of Nash's apartment.
"Thank you so much for today" I said, thanking her.
"Thanks too, Bex" she smiled at me and pull away the apartment.
I walked into the apartment, I wasn't in my mood to meeting people and I just decided to say sorry to Nash and I wish everything would be better.
As I walked into the elevator, I pressed the '36' button and the elevator door is finally closed. I kept waiting for the elevator to arrived and it felt like forever until finally the elevator door opened.
I let out a huge sigh and walked off the elevator and immediately knocked on the apartement door.
Oh cool nobody opened the door for me.
I held the doorknob and pushed it down and surprisingly it wasn't locked. I entered the apartment and it was really dark inside, it was just one or two lamps which were turned on.
Taylor and Matthew weren't here but I didn't know what about Nash. I just decided to look at his room and there he was.
He was sitting on his window and even though it was dark, I could see his face. He looked depressed but then I noticed something else.
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