Yours Only (n.g)

Chapter 24

Rebecca's POV.

I hate this emptiness. You made me forget how to feel. Why don't you try to find me and take me with you? I really want to be with you right now, because you are the only one who could make me feel better. I need your love, I need your touch, and I need you.

It's been a week and I didn't go to school because I didn't want to see Nash. I was still staying at Lauren's, but I know that sooner or later I need to leave her house. I didn't want to bother her anymore.

"So what's up?" I asked Lauren just like usual when she was home.

"Nash keeps asking us where are you" Lauren simply answered. I felt sorry for her.

"Look, I'm sorry if I bother you by staying at my house" I said.

She shook her head, "No, you're not bothering me seriously. I'm so happy that you're staying here with me"

"Lauren, I think it's time to go back to the reality. I should go back to Nash's" I stated.

"Okay if it's the best decision, I'll take you there" she finally gave in and helped me to pack all my stuff.

Less than twenty minutes, we've done the packing thing.

An hour later I finally arrived in front of the apartment. I said thank you and good bye to Lauren and reached the elevator.

I didn't know why but I was so nervous to see him.

Finally the elevator door opened at the 36th floor. I stepped off from the elevator and knocked on the door.

Luckily it wasn't Nash who opened the door for me.

"Oh my gosh I miss you so much!" Sarah said as she opened the door and immediately hugged me. I then hugged her back.

"I miss you too!"

"Nash is so depressed because of you" Sarah informed.

"Really? He didn't do anything stupid didn't he?" I asked, refering 'anything stupid' to alcohol and stuff.

"Nope, he didn't drink. He stays at his bedroom except school times" Sarah answered.

Okay it wasn't too bad.

Sarah helped me with my stuff and I know that Nash was inside his room. After I put my stuff, I decided to talk to him and let him explain himself.

I knocked on the door but probably he was too lazy to respond so I just opened his door and he was laying on his bed, he was staring at nothing, his face was really pale. I felt so sorry for him but then I remember it wasn't my fault.

"Where have you been?" Nash coldly asked and he didn't even look at me.

"None of your business" I responded.

He walked closer to where I stood and he looked so wild, like he wanted to strangle me for the second time.

"Just fucking tell me" he almost yelled.

It's impossible if I told him that I was at Lauren's because he probably would get mad at Lauren and I won't let that happen.

"A hotel" I lied.

"Why did you leave me?" he yelled and I was totally pissed.

"Why did you hurt me?" I yelled back and I know he couldn't answer me.

He was silent for a moment until he began to speak again, "She did it, not me"

"You enjoyed that kiss didn't you?" I sarcastically responded and I regretted it.

"I SAID I DIDN'T KISS HER" if you get my point, that's why I regretted to being sarcastic against him.

He made me silent because I know he didn't wrong and I was too overacting.

"You ruin me" he stated.

"Sorry" was all that I can say.

"You ruin my whole plan" he added.

"I'm sorry" I responded, probably he was going to punish me for the third time but surprisingly, he didn't.

"Look I'm so sorry I was so overacing and I should've listened to your explanation instead of running away from you" I said to him, hoping that there won't be any punishments.

"You've made me depressed so I have a punishment for you" he simply stated and I was so afraid.

He leaned his forehead on mine and I was really really scared.

I closed my eyes, didn't want to see what would happen next.

Surprisingly, I felt a pair of lips were on mine. Wait, what?

He began to kiss me but the kiss was full of anger, I knew it he was totally mad at me. He then lifted me up and took me to his bed with him and finally I was on top of him.

But after a few moment, the kiss turned into the passionate one. He began to kiss me gently and I did the same.

"That's your punishment" he smirked.

"Okay" I responded and I was totally confused actually.

"Do you still trust me?" he asked randomly.

"Yes" I admitted, because I still trusted him with all of my heart.

"This week has been sucks" he changed the topic again.

"I know" I said because I was feeling the same thing like he did.

We were in an awkward silence, we were just looking at each other and our eyes were locked.

I could see a lot of pain from his blue eyes and I really wanted to ease his pain but then I realized that I was failed to ease them all from him.

I really wish I could ease his pain and let him know how it was to be happy.

"Don't ever leave me again okay?" he asked and I just nodded.

We were back in our awkward silence and I was so uncomfortable with that.

"Becca," he said.

"Yeah?" I responded.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

Those five words totally surprised me. He even think about it? Oh my gosh!!! I was really nervous and happy and confused too at the same time.

"Why not" I smiled at him and he hugged me really tight.

Man, I really like this boy.

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not a long chapter but I'm glad that becca and nash were officially dating YAY!

anyway I'm going to make a fan account of cash on instagram wdyt?

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