Rebecca's POV.
"Rebecca?" Nash said as he answered my call.
It hurts when he called me with my full name because he always called be 'Becca' or 'Bex'.
I didn't know what should I say to him. I was crying and I hope he didn't hear me crying.
All I wanted to say was 'Why are you leaving me?' but I didn't know why I just can't say those words.
"Rebecca talk!" he said with no expression on his tone.
"Why?" I blurted out, I was shaking and he obviously noticed.
"Why you did that to me?" he finally spoke.
"I'm so sorry" was the only three words I could say.
"I'm sick of your sorry" he raised his voice.
"It's fine if you don't want to forgive me but please be safe" I quickly said and hung up the phone, not wanting to hear his respond.
I cried all night. I've never been cried for so long.
*4 hours earlier*
"Bex, Taylor is here!" Clarence yelled from the downstairs. I was in the guest room at the moment.
"One sec" I yelled back and quickly I combed my hair and stuff to make sure that I looked good.
I ran to the downstairs and there were Clarence and Taylor on the couch, talking about stuff.
"Bex I want to go with Aaron okay? Is that fine if I leave you both?" Clarence asked.
"Yeah sure and good luck for your date" I answered and faked my smile.
"Thank you, see you later" she smiled back and left.
It was just only me and Taylor.
"So what's up?" I asked.
"It's about Nash, Bex" he answered but he looked unsure.
"What's up with him?"
"He's going to California with Liz and Hayes for the rest of summer" he informed and I was totally surprised.
I didn't know how to respond, my heart hurts but I didn't want Taylor to know about it.
"Oh, yeah, cool" was the only thing I could say to Taylor as my responce.
"Becca don't be silly why don't you try to stop him? It isn't what actually he wants"
I shut my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath, unsure of what I was going to say.
"Tay he made his decision and whatever it is, it will be the best for him, I'm sure" I finally tried to say that even it was hard for me.
"You and him should make things straight" Taylor suggested.
"It's too late, Tay. He hates me now, he even called me a 'slut' which actually hurt me" I stated.
"He doesn't duh" Taylor groaned and I looked at him with no expression.
"I.. I don't know, Tay. I give up on him" I admitted and he was so shocked.
"Look, don't take it too much, I mean, you guys just need some space and why don't you give it? I'm pretty sure that you guys will make things back to normal" Taylor suggested and I knew he was right.
"Okay" I replied as my responce.
"Cool! And don't forget the masquerade ball will be on two weeks" he informed.
"Um Tay I actually don't think I would come" I uttered.
He stood up from his seat, was about to leave Clarence's house, "Think about it, Bex", then he left.
I wanted to call Nash but I know that he won't answer me. I kept thinking about it and still didn't know what to do.
***
It was too late. I was so stupid and dumb for letting him go. I didn't even try to catch him up to the airport.
I hate myself.
I shouldn't kiss Felix, I shouldn't come to his house because if I didn't do that none of this would happen.
I've let an important part of me to go and leave me alone here. I swear it was the biggest mistake I've ever done in my whole life.
I kept blaming and hating myself because of what I've done to Nash. I hate myself for hurting his heart. I hate myself for letting him go.
I went to upstairs to reach my room then I cried all night long until finally I fell asleep.
The next morning, I woke up at nine. I wonder why I was still alive. I decided to go to the park to calm myself, because everything was totally insane for past few days.
I decided to listen to some songs from my phone with my headset while I was at the park because of my loneliness.
It was a good twenty minutes being there, at least I felt a bit better than before but then finally someone grabbed my arm from the back. I turned around to see who it was and surprisingly..
It was Felix.
"Hey" I said as I turned around.
"Hi what are you doing here?" he asked.
"Um just walking around" I answered, "What about you?"
"Same" he responded, "Listen I'm so sorry-"
"No, Felix. just forget about it and however it's not your fault" I snapped him.
"Becca of course it's my fault" he stated.
"Can we just talk about something else?" I tried to change our topic.
"Yeah sure" he agreed and finally we talked about random stuff until 4 p.m I decided to go back to Clarence's.
"I gotta go, see you around, eh?" I said.
"Okay, see you around" he replied and I walked away from him.
It was weird actually, but I tried to get used to it. I don't want to hurt his feelings though.
When I got back to Clarence's, she was with Aaron on the couch.
"Hey" I greeted them and they turned their attention to me.
"Hi there" Clarence said, "So how was the park?"
"It's pretty nice I guess?" I replied but it sounded like a question.
"Did you meet an attractive guy there?" Aaron teased me.
"I met Felix" I stated and they both looked at me, surprised.
"Oh wow then?" Clarence responded and asked.
"Well we talked pretty much about random stuff" I explained, "Anyway I'm going to my room okay? I don't want to ruin your moment"
"Okay take your time" Clarence replied and I quickly left and went back into my room.
It was such a tiring day, but at least better than before.
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