Nash's POV.
"Dude chill it was just a mistake I promise" Taylor told me and it didn't make me feel better but ten times worse.
I shook my head repeatedly, "It won't be a mistake"
"But as I know, both of them were drunk and they won't mean it" Matthew said.
"Yeah they were drunk last night" Taylor nodded.
"Guys I don't expect that this thing would happen I mean Cameron is my cousin and Becca is my um idk who is she to me but I do like her and I have kind of interest to her I just so fucked up" I tried to explain what exactly I was feeling.
"And STUPIDLY I just told her that I liked her then she walked away" I added.
"What? You told her?" Matthew responded surprisedly.
"Yeah I don't know why" I let out a sigh.
"Just go talk to her and make everything straight" Taylor advised me.
I just nodded and took five bottles of red wine and brought it to my room and I didn't lock it.
Matthew and Taylor were going somewhere and at first they asked me to go but I refused their offer and I just wanted to stay here.
A bottle of red wine.. It wasn't really bad actually and I enjoyed that.
Two bottles of red wine... It felt three times better after my mouth numb.
Three bottles of red wine... Is this heaven?
I felt so much easier to drink those wine because my mouth was numb already and I didn't care if those kind of things controlled me and my anger and everything I just surrendered.
When I was about to close my eyes, I heard someone opened my door but I was paralyzed and unable to move myself. I didn't even know how to think and I just wanted to stay quiet.
"Nash?" she said as she turned on the lamp and saw me, drunk, and five bottles of wine. I bet her jaw fell on the ground.
She ran closer to me and helped me to move, "Why are you doing this?"
I didn't answer her because I had no power.
She helped me to move to the bed and she helped me to lay down on the bed. She then opened my shirt so that I could feel better but it was so useless becaus it didn't help.
The next thing was she grabbed all my wine bottles and put them on the outside of my room and she went back into my room and sat next to where I laid.
"Nash I'm sorry I didn't-" she said but I snapped her.
"No, not now. I don't want to hear your fucking explanations right now" I stated.
"Nash why are you doing this?" she asked sympathetically.
"Because I told you I liked you and you seemed to be unhappy and left and.." I explained but then I was snapped with a pair of lips on mine.
I finally opened my eyes and there was she. I kissed her hungrily and angrily but then she pulled away.
"I'm sorry, Nash, I mean, I didn't know what should I do" she tried to explain myself.
"Let's talk about this tomorrow," I said, "You better be at your room instead of being here because I'm really mad right now and I might punish you"
"O-okay" she nodded and left my room,
"Promise me not to do this again okay?" she whispered on my ear and I just closed my eyes.
And finally she left me all alone in my room.
I've never been in love and with Rebecca, I kinda felt it and I just didn't know how to go with it and that's why everything was really complicated.
The next morning, I woke up late. It was nine already and then I heard a knock on my door.
I had a headache which was really bad because my head hurt and it won't go away.
So to decrease my headache I finally took my pills and drank it and it felt better than before.
Back to the person who was in front of my door.
"Come in" I ordered.
Then the door opened and she was there with a pancake and egg and bacon on the plate and she also brought me a glass of mineral water.
"Good morning" she smiled at me but the weird thing was, she looked so tired.
"Hey" I tried my best to smile at her.
"Here's your breakfast. I cooked these just for you and I wish you like" she explained about some food on her hand and she handed the plate to me.
"Thanks" I nodded and began with the egg first.
She was watching me eating, with a sympathetic smile on her mouth, which was actually annoying because I never liked synpathetic smile on me.
I finally finished with those foods and anyway it tasted great! I wish I had a wife who can cook just like her.
Who am I kidding, she will be my wife!
"Nash," she said as she broke the silence between us.
"What" I replied but I didn't know what was I looking at.
"Okay listen to me I'm so sorry about the make out thing with Cameron I didn't mean to do that like we both were drunk and we never expected that it would happen between us and I promise you to be better than that" she finally let out her speech.
At first I didn't say anything because I was thinking about what should I say but then I finally answered her, "Really? You didn't mean it?"
"I never mean that, Nash. Never" she stated.
"Okay" I nodded, tried my best to understand her, "I have one question"
"What's that?"
"Do you like Cameron?"
She grinned at me and I had no idea why.
"No, I like someone else" she admitted.
"Then if you do-" I was about to say but now she was the one who shut me up with her kiss.
I obviously kissed her back because I really wanted to. I liked her lips since the first time I saw her I wanted to kiss those lips so bad and I just can't help it.
She pulled away and whispered, "I like you too, Nash Grier"
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