Yours Only (n.g)

Chapter 19

Nash's POV.

"Long time no see" she said as she smirked at me.

"Why are you here?" I asked her coldly.

"Because I miss my childhood friend" she let out a fake sigh.

"You left me," I raised my voice, "When my parents died, you left me"

"I never left you, Nash. It was-"

"Stop lying to me!" I yelled at her and then she cried.

"You never changed" she stated, "You're always ruthless and mean!"

She knew every time I saw her crying, it was my biggest weakness.

"I'm sorry okay?" I said in a low tone.

She nodded.

"Come here" I opened my arms and let her come into my embrace.

And then she fell asleep so I laid her in my bed and laid myself next to her but suddenly something unexpected came.

She, the one I really liked and probably loved, was standing there and she didn't know what to do but tears fell from her eyes.

Rebecca was really mad at me, I could tell from her eyes. She then walked away to her room and locked the door but I kept banging on her door.

"Becca please let me explain!" I yelled, still banging on her door.

"No, Nash. I thought you've changed. But I was wrong" she yelled back, probably crying. Silly me, she was crying!

"Becca open the door now or you know what will I do" I warned her and it worked.

Her eyes were really red from crying and she looked so tired.

"Let me explain" I begged her.

"Five minutes" she replied with unguessable tone.

"Okay so she is Elena, childhood friend and to be very honest I don't know why is she here but she just begged me to let her stay just for tonight so I allowed her. I made her cry and I felt guilty so I calmed her down and then she was sleeping and then you come and here we are" I explained quickly.

"Nash why would you..." she said but she couldn't finish her words.

"What?" I snapped.

"I don't know," she said as she closed her eyes, "Should I believe in you?"

"Yes"

"Then you should give me some time to think"

"Look I'm so sorry about Elena, she's just an old friend" I repeated.

"I don't know should I believe you when you said you liked me or not" she stated and it surprised me.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Becca it's not a lie. I like you" I admitted again and my voice was calmer.

"I do too but you make me feel unsure with it" she let out a sigh.

"What should I do to earn back your trust?" I asked her.

"Give me time, Nash. I'm tired and I need to go to sleep" she said and I decided to left her room instead of arguing back.

I walked back to my room and Elena was awake.

"Look at what you've done" I yelled at her.

"Am I wrong if I want to meet my childhood friend?" she asked me in a low tone and I didn't give her any answer.

"Tomorrow morning you better go" I coldly said, I didn't even look at her eyes.

"Fine but remember I was your first" she replied and smirked at me.

"Then does it matter?" I smirked back.

"It is, I'm the biggest part of your past, Grier"

"Whatever" I rolled my eyes and walked off of my room.

I hated it when Rebecca didn't trust me when I said that I liked her. I really meant it and she couldn't believe it which made me mad even more.

I just wanted to forget everything. I then grabbed some wine from the kitchen and drank about two and half bottles. Those kind of thing was my only escape when nobody understands me.

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Rebecca's POV.

At three in the morning, I woke up but my eyes hurt from crying last night.

Nash pissed me off with what he did with another chick. I didn't know, should I believe on what he said or no, because there was something wrong.

I forced myself to walked off of the room to grab some water because I was so thirsty. I walked into the kitchen and Nash was there, with three bottles of wine, and he was asleep.

Why did he do it again?

It sucks every time we fought he ended up with drinking those things as his escape. It made everything ten times worse.

I ignored him at first, but then I felt pity for him.

From the beginning I know that something was wrong with this boy, but sadly I never knew about it. I really wanted to find out but I didn't know how.

I believe that this boy is his own victim. I didn't know why but I can feel him. He hated living in pain so he tried to share his pain with all the people around him.

"Nash?" I whispered on his ear, trying to wake him up.

He finally opened his eyes, I could see his pain through his beautiful blue eyes, "I will always mean it"

I nodded and tears fell from my eyes but I tried to hold it back.

"I know, Nash"

"She will go when she's awake" he informed.

"Okay," I nodded, "Do you wanna sleep at mine?"

"Yes"

Then I helped him to walk into my room and I locked the door from the inside of my room. I laid myself next to him.

"Nash" I began to speak.

"Yeah?" he responded.

"It hurts seeing you like this" I admitted.

He ran his fingers through his hair, "You made me do this"

"It's not that I don't believe in you," I explained, "I sometimes don't know should I believe in you or no"

Next thing was, he let out a sigh, "That hurts me"

"I'm sorry, Nash. I'm so sorry" I whispered.

"Since tomorrow is Saturday can I take you somewhere?" he asked.

"Yes" I nodded, "You should go to sleep, Nash"

"Okay" he nodded and fell asleep while I actually can't sleep, thinking about everything.

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