Yours Only (n.g)

Chapter 32

Rebecca's POV.

"He hates me" I blurted out while I was inside the car with Taylor. He was on the driver seat and I was sitting next to him.

"He doesn't, but he was shocked and surprised" Taylor responded.

"If I tell you the whole story, will you listen to me?" I asked.

"For sure, Bex" he half smiled, still focusing on the road.

"So I was invited to come to his house and I wanted to reject it but I just didn't know how so I ended up saying 'yes' to him but within seconds, I regretted it. Then when we're at his house we watched a movie and after that I asked him to take me home but before that he confessed that he liked me and I said that I had a boyfriend and he asked me to give him a kiss on his lips. At first I didn't want to because I didn't want to betray Nash, but he said that it would be just a friendly kiss and it meant nothing and besides, I felt sorry for him because I can't give him the same feeling like he gave to me so I ended up giving him a kiss and I don't know how Nash find it out" I explain without stopping.

"Wow it's complicated but I'm sure that Nash won't stay mad at you forever I mean he liked you a lot and he wouldn't be able to live without you" Taylor responded at my story.

"He even doesn't want to hear my explanation, Tay" I let out a sigh and ran my hands through my hair. I was so depressed, "Tay I don't want to break up with him, I love him so much"

"I know but I think he is still can't believe at what you've done" Taylor said.

"Tay I don't know what else should I do. Should I go back to New York?" I asked him for a suggestion but he just shrugged his shoulders, which means that he also didn't know what should he say.

I was so confused, afraid, and hurt. Plus, dissapointed at myself. I shouldn't do that to Nash. I knew I was wrong for doing it to Nash, for betraying him. It was a biggest mistake I've ever done.

After twenty minutes which felt so long, finally I and Taylor arrived at school. He parked his car at the parking hall and we both got out from his car and reached the school.

Great, now all attention were on me. I felt so uncomfortable but luckily Taylor was still walking next to me.

I heard some people whispered 'slut' or 'bitch' to the others and they gave me hate look which made me hurt even more.

"Taylor am I a slut?" I whispered at him and he shook his head no.

"You're not, Bex. You're a good girl, seriously" he assured but I just can't completely trust him.

I reached my locker and that was when I and Taylor said good bye to each other and he promised me to see me at lunch.

Then there were Nina and Emina.

"Hey" I tried to greet them.

"Bex you need to explain us what happened last night" they both begged me for an explanation.

"It's not like what you think, I swear. That kiss means nothing, it was just a friend kiss kind of thing" I explained.

"The whole school have find out and they even called you a bitch or slut or whatsoever" Emina informed me.

"Why would they call me that?" I let out a sigh.

"Remember the party incident with Cameron?" Emina asked and smirked at me.

"I said sorry to you I didn't mean it like we both were drunk" I tried to defend myself.

"I know but the whole school remember about it and they are all know that you and Nash were a thing and then you kissed another guy that's probably why they call you a bitch" Nina explained.