I can be smart and tough.
I can be driven & passionate.
I can beobedient & disciplined.
I can be confident & candid.
I can be good even better.
I know and I can choose the right thing.
I can be the best of me.
Buy today I can't.
This is what I feel.
I'm a loser. I'm so down.
I'm wasted and tired.
I'm a brat and crap.
I'm nobody.
Today I chose to be human
not perfect.. not wise...
I chose to feel the pain,
the anger, the loneliness,
The excitement, the flesh.
I chose to embrace all the beauty and bitterness of life.
But why Am I guilty?
Someone inside me is crying.
I chose what I did not want to choose and I felt empty.
God knows I tried
Be good, be kind
But I'm so damn tired.
I thought this can be the way to greatest escapade. YOLO
I dont know where I'm going.
I'm not sure and I'm scared.
If there can be much worst than life on earth, well
That could be life after
It depends,
It could be the other way. Light
I can spend my whole life yearning for what's invisible or necessary,
But I just can't.
My mind is just so hard to control.
It's like cancer.
Killing me sofly,
dragging me to hell.
At the very last not the least
I know I can pray.
I can hope and I can start a brand new day.
I'm not suicidal.
It's just that it is what I feel today.
Hope tomorrow I may not
So help me God.
Luke 24:45
Then he opened their minds so they could understand the scripture.
Ask the Lord for renewing of your mind.
Psalm 26:2
Test me, O LORD, and try me,
Examine my heart and mind.
Isaiah 55:8
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are my ways are your ways", declares the Lord.
10.15.22
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LosoweA series of devotion. Encountering God's mighty gift; the Holy Spirit. These are the words from God that came to me as I read books about Him and Bible of course. Thank God for His words are alive and changing me from sinner to work in progression...
