(Depression talks)
I miss my room.
I miss my quiet place.
I miss being able to cry
And get insanely insane.
With no one else to judge you.
And no one to nag you.
I have done so much on my own.
Weren't they enough???
And they need to add up.
I understand,
My drama is way overdue.
I know, they get tired too.
But can they please shut up.
I'm actually ok,
But they keep on interrupting
my Performance.
I guess. All I want to do
is to cry out loud.
Stamp my feet and let it go.
But I have no place to go.
Wish every thing will be ok.
And I will be able to go back.
On my quiet place.
I miss talking nonsense to myself.
And then I would learned in the end;
That life makes sense after all these pain, And found the reason(s) in a saying that 'Everything happens for a reason'.
It's hard to fight your battle,
when you're all alone in a crowded place.
Everyone else is seeing.
But no one is listening.
I get used to it.
No big deal.
All I need is time.
To stay all day in my room.
Because there...
I get to talk to 'someone'.
The one who truly cares.
And I would be able to survive again.
It's a season to be jolly and not depressed. But I know that someone might be feeling that way. I've been there and will be there again. I just want to remind you that someone up there actually care. Go to Him. Don't hesitate. You'll be fine again for sure. Just close the door, let it out. Until you find the reasons why. Then face the world again with your best smile and probably a hint of Christmas outfit would add a great effect. 3 days left before Christmas. Smile 😊
Philippians 4:6-7
To pray is to let go and let God take over.
ZEPHANIAH 3:17
With His love, He will calm all your fears.
12.22.17
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