I don't know when did I become the person
I never wanted to be.
I am choosing to feed my demons
rather than my sanity.
I am stress, frustrated, bitter, mad.
I am tired, disappointed of people, things
And everything.
slowly and slowly im losing my ability to wait,
To forgive and to think right.
My patient is gone and Im becoming human.
The kind of human that I hate,
human that made me feel that dying
is much better than living.
I don't wanna be like them but I already am.
I learned not to care at all
and hate everyone around me,
trying to justify my actions
by thinking that there are others
who are far worst than me.
But despite all these negativity,
I think I'd become stronger.
I dont like the process
but I guess it's how the way it works.
And now, I can say I'm officially an adult
where mistakes are now legal
and happiness can no longer be defined
by piece of candy or chocolate.
When did darkness become my light?
I am fully aware of everything.
Innocence has been long gone.
I want my disney back!
I want 'me' back. This isn't me!
If this is me being strong,
I'd rather stay weak.
At least I can say my heart is clean.
But I think Im too little, too late for that.
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