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I tend to process stuff when I'm tipsy and that's why my members hate drinking with me. Today's conversation topic was the fact that I see myself as two different people. Pretty weird, right?
Well, my life made a 360-degree change when I became an idol. Actually, when I became a trainee and since then, I see everything from two different perspectives. I think that's the reason why I value and hold on so tightly to everyone that knows the Misuk from before this crazy thing, which are my parents, my friend Jiwon and him.
Him.
To him, I'm just a friend. I know by how he looks at me. That endearment you only have for people you grow up with. I'm the girl that went to school with him, his seat mate, the one he shared a few memories and that's it. Nothing more, nothing less. To me, he was, and will always be, the brightest star on the universe. Everything i wanted, but couldn't get. Depressing, I know.
I've had this insane crush on him since forever and I really don't know how it's been a secret for so long. I used to make Jiwon hide with me during his skating competitions and ask teachers if they knew when he was coming back to school after missing lots of lessons. Thank god he never found out, or at least I don't think he did.
Do I want him to find out?
Maybe I do.
No, you don't.
Ugh, I hate this.
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• this story is not affiliated or related to sunghoon, enhypen or anyone mentioned in the book.
• this is all fictional and personalities and situations were written like this for plot purposes. none of it is real or was real.
• typos and grammar errors are to be expected since english isn't my first language.
