True Happiness

17.

Neveah

Since I've told Jaiden that I'm pregnant, he literally won't let me do anything like nothing at all. Don't get me wrong, I know he wants me to have a stress free pregnancy, but I can do some things and not just sit around and watch him do everything.

Right now, we're in the baby's nursery, and I'm watching him set up the crib. Next up is the dresser, changing table, and rocking chair.

"Are we doing a gender reveal?"

"Yes."

"Are we doing the traditional pink and blue, or do you want to do something else," Jaiden asked.

"Definitely want to do something else."

"Purple and Green," he asked.

"Oouu, yes."

Purple is my favorite color, and green is Jaiden's favorite color.

"What names have you came up with?"

"If it's a girl I was thinking Nayeli Cataleya, and if it's a boy I was thinking  Kaiser haven't came up with a middle name yet."

"Okay."

"Have you came yo with any names I like Nayeli so we can keep that for the girl and for a boy I was thinking Nazir Cairo."

"Okay."

"What if I was pregnant with twins that'll be crazy and dope."

"Right."

"How you feeling?"

"I'm good."

"Are you good mentally or are you just saying that you're good," he asked.

"No baby I'm good mentally I'm happy like genuinely happy a little nervous about becoming a mama but very excited to meet our little baby that we created."

Jaiden looked up at me with a smile.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"I see you thinking what you thinking about," he asked.

"Are you going to leave me?"

Jaiden stopped working and looked at me.

"No."

"Are you sure because with me being pregnant I'm going to gain hella weight and-," Jaiden cut me off.

"I'm still going go love you the same I know you're going to gain weight well aware of that you're carrying our child and after he/she comes and when you're ready we're going to work on losing that weight if you want to. There isn't going to be a rush. I know exactly what to expect. I just want you to keep talking to me about what's going on with you mentally. I don't want you going into postpartum depression, if you're feeling a way and it's fucking with you open your mouth and let me know something. We're going to work through whatever problem or problems you might have."