Ya know there's nothing worse then being the reason someone dies,Especially at only 18. I'm Keith Alec Brown, Alice May Roe was my best friend through childhood up until I moved. She was a beautiful girl with black hair and blue eyes, she was absolutely stunning. I was sent to an asylum one day for my suicidal tendencies and I met her there, she didn't recognize me at first but when she did her fave lit up in the most adorable way and ya know I'd never have thought this but she really truly loved me. I messed up so bad when I got out of the asylum, I forgot about Alice and got a girlfriend named Claire. One day the asylum contacted me asking if I would like to visit Alice, of course at the moment they mention her name in had agreed, I got in my car and began my seven hour drive to the asylum. Once I was there they brought her to the visiting area which is the cafeteria, she was sleeping and looked horrible. I have never felt so bad for leaving anyone until I saw how she looked. I looked at the guard and asked if it could be set up that I take her out for a while. He said if I can get her to a hospital then yes, he gave me a syringe of sedatives in case I needed them. When Alice woke up she seemed confused and looked around when she saw me she brightened up and I couldn't take it, she looked almost dead and it was my fault she was like this...