to get you | taekook

Chapter 8

Taehyung sat there, not saying a thing.

'should I tell them? should I not?' Taehyung has wondered to himself.

"I actually did, a few days ago." Taehyung decided to say it in low voice and letting them take the decision by if they heard it i'll tell them if they didn't, I won't.

He was about to sign in relief when Jimin was excitedly saying "really?? who is it? why haven't you said anything?" Taehyung was in denial until now, he understood that the feeling of wanting his mate and thinking about him all day won't be deniable.

"I was in denial, I knew the moment I saw him that he was my mate but I wanted to ignore it and maybe it'll go away since I don't want a mate, I don't need one.

And it was harder for me to accept it because he's an alpha, every time I think about him there's butterflies yet fear, I've got you and Jimin, I don't need a mate, you're enough for me." Taehyung looked down.

He decided to be honest with them and tell them the truth since he knew that they would be able to help him or just be there to listen to him.

"Is that the man we met with on that day in the park??" Jimin immediately asked.

Taehyung nodded slowly.

"He's yoongi's friend, I know him, that's why he was familiar.

I only met with him once, he was at yoonie's place when I came." Taehyung was surprised.

"That's great to hear Tae bear, you've really grown." Jin said as he gently pinched Taehyung's cheek with a smile.

"What's so great in finding your mate? I don't see it as a good thing like you. I wish I hadn't found him, I can't even have a moment where I can be in mind peace like before, I hate it." Taehyung used to live his life more quietly like he liked.

No mate on his head, no one in his thoughts 24/7, no fear.

"we understand that you're scared, we really do but what if Namjoon hyung is right? maybe he's not so bad and by what I've seen from him, he's not such a bad person, he was very friendly actually.

He doesn't see, like a bad person in the little time I had spent with him and besides, Yoonie won't be friends with someone that does bad things and treats people with any kind of disrespect." Jimin said confidently.

Taehyung trusts Jimin and believes him but he just can't.

what if he's like that alpha who hurt him? what if he'll be worse and use him, make him trust him and then do what that other alpha did? Taehyung can't get rid of these thoughts and fears.

"Do you want to try and meet with him? of course me and yoonie will be there, you won't be alone.

I can assure you that he's not harmful, I won't make you say yes but I want to help you get over this trauma, I want you to feel better, to see that not everyone is the same, so that you won't be afraid to go out alone.

I wanna see you happy Taetae." Jimin thinks that if Taehyung will meet an alpha with someone it'll make it easier for him to get over his trauma.

Taehyung too want to heal from this trauma of his, to stop being afraid to go out alone, to finally be normal again like he was before.

He's sick from staying at his house all day, not going out unless he's with Jimin, giving up on going to places, and the thing he feels bad for the most is that Jimin can't go to all places he wants because some are crowded and he knows Taehyung hates crowded places, and sometimes it's really hard to get him out of the house.

He misses how he was with Jimin before the accident.

he finally came to a decision.

"I'll try, I trust you so I think that i'll try, maybe it'll help me get over this trauma and won't bring you trouble anymore.

I know that you spent a lot of time in looking for places to go out with me and sometimes you don't even enjoy it because I'm always wary, and I'm not as fun as before. I'm really grateful for that, really.

I'll try to get over this for the both of us." Taehyung was confident that he will be brave enough now that Jimin gave him the courage even if a little bit.

"Don't do this for me, do this for yourself.

And you don't bring me any kind of trouble idiot, I do this from heart and I'll enjoy everywhere if it's with you, it doesn't matter the place but who you go with so stop saying you bring me trouble and I get bored, you don't get to decide that." Jimin said, his voice serious, he was a bit angry that Taehyung thought like that up until now, he had fun in every place they went to.

"I'm sorry, I just feel really bad about that." Taehyung always felt bad about it but he couldn't get himself to change and go out to crowded places in fear of meeting with a lot of alphas.

Jimin signed and said "I'll forgive you only if you promise to not think like that anymore." Taehyung nodded and said "I promise" but knew that Jimin would have forgiven him anyways.

"Great! I'll tell Yoonie that this idea is not just an idea anymore. I'll let you know about the details when I'll know them." Jimin said as he went in Taehyung's room to call Yoongi.

Taehyung was scared but he has to make this step in order to get over his trauma, he has to after all, he promised to Jimin and to himself that he will at least try.

"We're so proud of you Tae bear, really.

This is not easy to even decide let alone do it. I'm so very proud of you." Jin said as he hugged Taehyung who hugged him back.

"Thank you, I hope that someday I'll be able to be who I was." Taehyung said full of hope.

"You will, don't worry." Jin said as he cupped Taehyung's face, both smiling.

To be continued...

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Author's note!

Again sorry I didn't upload, I had some things to do.

What do you think that will happen in the meeting? let's find out in the next chapter!

Take care of yourselves guys.