an outtake that i PROMISED kai i would release, that didn't make it to sonder. i definitely have more than this one, but this one is good & long & i've been holding onto it for like a year & a half😭. so enjoy 😁.
I was banging on Onika's door like the police. She wanted to pretend like she couldn't hear this door, like she didn't wanna come open it, but I wasn't leaving. Unless she wanted these white people to see me out here acting a fool, she might wanna open this bitch.
They had seen me over here plenty, but never like this. I always tried to keep my temper in check but she always pushed me here. Always.
I kept banging until the door swung open and Onika stood there in a white towel that had her name embroidered in gold all over it. Her hair was dripping wet and her body was glistening with beads of hot water.
When she saw me, she rolled her eyes, "Why the fuck are you banging on my door? Don't make me call the police."
"Fuck out my way. Or we can bring this shit outside. It's your choice."
"Or you can leave before I get a restraining order put out on your ass. Get off of my property."
Fuck this. I pushed her back into the house and slammed the door behind myself. I heard the shower running, saw two wine glasses sitting on the dining room table. I could see them from here. There were clothes scattered, leading all the way up the stairs.
She was in here trying to get fucked after going on an angry tangent, firing me in the process. She was out of her fucking mind if she thought I was letting that slide. She took this attitude shit way too far and she knew that already. She was sitting here, playing in my face.
"Who do you have in here?"
"Don't worry about it."
I towered over her, and she wasn't walking away from me. No matter what her big ass mouth was saying.
"Why do you insist on playing with my intelligence? That never ends well for you."
"Did you get a chance to return your badge to Roman when you left the office? He's expecting that."
I nodded in annoyance and pulled her closer to me by her towel. I had her snatched up, so close so whoever she had in here would see us just like this.
"Who do you have in here?"
"Just 'cause you ask me again doesn't mean I'm going to answer you."
My jaw clenched, unable to find words to describe the anger this girl made me feel. She pushed every single button of mine there was to push.
"Tell your boy he can go and take those ugly ass jeans with him. I'm not going nowhere."
She rolled her eyes, "You are. You're going straight to application city. Put 'em in boo 'cause you don't have a job anymore."
She was playing with me and it was pissing me off. My anger was growing rapidly, my body temperature rising. I didn't know I could get so damn hot until I started dealing with her ass.
She needed to stop while she was ahead but I knew her. She wasn't going to stop until I forced her to.
"What? You don't have anything to say? I finally got your big mouth ass stumped?"
My hand flew to her throat, tired of hearing her mouth. She always thought she was bigger and better, that was her damn problem.
I was crushing her throat, walking her back to her couch, "Shut that stupid shit up. What's your problem? You need more attention? Is that the issue?" She dropped back onto the couch and spread her legs for me to come between, lifting up and letting her towel fall.
