When you first encounter Blade, you find yourself developing deep feelings of affection, even though you're unaware of it. Unfortunately, Blade doesn't share these sentiments, and, in fact, regards you with strong dislike, despite being your coworke...
I can't panick. He's just..TOO CLOSE. He is staying still, still holding me. Did he get hit ? He is very strong I don't believe he could have been hurt. Suddenly he moved, and his body got away from mine, he breathed hard while his gaze met mine. He was holding himself on his arms on top of me. Their was something going on. Could we call that tension ? I don't know. « You're annoying...damn it. » Blade said it in a smug tone, it almost was seductive. « I'm—» I couldn't finish my sentence that his lips embraced mine in a torrid kiss. It felt like a dream, his hand caught my neck gently but firmly as we kept kissing passionately. Maybe he didn't hate me ? I placed my hands behind his neck. Cough Cough « Are we interrupting something ? » Kafka ? How come ? We both stopped and turned our head at the same time, stunned. It was really her, and Silverwolf. Blade immediately got up and took his usual blank face back. He wiped his mouth and headed towards his colleagues. « We took it down. » He acted as if nothing happened. Did he kiss me out of frustration ? « That's some good work, Bladie~ » She smiled at him and patted his arm in a too friendly way. It was frustrating. I was still on the ground, a bit shaken up, when I noticed Silverwolf waiting for me while Kafka and Blade were leaving. « Thank you for waiting. » I smiled and got up, taking some dirt and anything dirty off my clothes. I walked to her. She nodded . « Y'know, I am not taking a side but, Kafka has something against you. » « Is that so ? » I wasn't hallucinating. « It must be because she is protective over Blade. » She blurted that out, it surprised me. What could she mean by that all of the sudden ? « We all saw that you had a huge crush on Blade. It is so obvious. » She chuckled and kept walking besides me. I wasn't able to say anything, my cheeks getting hot just by her mentioning this. I really messed up didn't I ? « You just got here so you may not know. Kafka and Blade have something going on. A kind of friends with benefits relationship. » It felt as if a small knife pierced through my belly. Seriously ? « So, yeah. Even thought it isn't supposed to mean anything, she obviously loves him. He does too. They are just stubborn with each other. » « Ah, alright...Thank you for telling me. » I knew it was a bad things to have hopes but well, I had them too high and the fall ended up hurting way too much.
-Around midnight- Since I got back home I was sad. It was an annoying situation. I could just forget about all of that and get over it, the problem was that I couldn't even try and have a chance. I was so close maybe to have a spark of something. Blade kissed me after all, I can still feel his lips on mine. I can't forget it. Damn it. Kafka didn't look like that kind of woman...I mean I sure knew that she could have all she wanted but well. For now I have to stop overthinking, I should just give up. They are in love after all...I'm just being a bother in their relationship that is already complicated. If I accepted to give up, why did tears filled my eyes that night ? It was a one sided love, was it ?
-The party day- Strangely after that day, I got sent in another team, and I was assigned to work with Silverwolf only. I felt like a bacteria you wanted to eradicate. She did it well. I got myself a dress for the party and once again it was complicated to prepare. I usually tie them in a bun but today, I leave them like that.
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I wanted to keep it quite simple and mix it with my style. Of course I knew it was going to be awkward since I knew no one there. It was a change of air maybe. I'll see when I get there. The cab I called was in time, and it teleported right in front of the building the party was taking place in. Now I am nervous. It has to be alright, I will make friends, eventually. « Isn't it the new recruit ? » « Yeah, I think. » « I heard that—» I didn't even want to hear anymore. I went in the building and noticed it was crowded. I had to find Silverwolf. « Oh~Y/N. » The voice of Kafka ringed in my ear. « Hello, Kafka. » I said in a neutral tone. He was behind her. « Do you know where is Silverwolf, perhaps ? » The music was loud and it was a pain to talk. « Oh dear~ She doesn't come to parties. Crowed and noisy places aren't her things. » She said smugly and looking amused. I nodded a bit sadly. « Come with us, we are holding a toast between colleagues in the V.I.P room. » She was so hard to read. That's what made her the Stellaron Hunter she was. « Thank you. » I tried to smile a bit. I couldn't help looking at Blade, he was ignoring me. I remembered it. I followed her and Blade in a room a bit farther than the main hall. It was bustling with poeple but the music here was gone and only voices could be heard. She quickly introduced me to the few Stellaron Hunters around the table and went on talking with Blade. I felt awkward. Nobody talked to me and I felt alone. I tried to talk to her but she purposely ignored me. As the night went by I saw her and Blade getting closer.
-A lot of drinks later- I knew I was drunk. What could I do ? I was bored, ignored and all. So I drank. « Excuse me... » I was stumbling a bit as I headed for the restroom. I bumped into people sometimes and once I reached the bathroom I put cold water on my face. I needed to sober up and leave. « Troublesome once more. » What ? Couldn't it be...? I turned around, Blade. « What're you doing in the ladies restroom ? » I talked quickly. Being drunk helped me. « What are you doing in the men restroom. » « What...? » He took me by the arm and pulled me out, leading me outside of the building. « Hey...That hurts... » I talked weirdly, like a drunk person I would say. « Shut up, you piss me off. » He didn't kiss me this time. What was I expecting ? But why was he here ? « I don't want to see your face no more for tonight. » A portal opened and he pulled me with him in it. What was he doing ? « You'll sleep here and stop being drunk around everyone, you shameless human. » His voice was firm and cold. Human, huh ? We were in front of an hotel. That was a frank way to tell me to fuck off yeah. Before I realized it, maybe because I have dozen off while walking, we were in an hotel room and he was turning to leave. « Wait... » What was I doing ? I didn't have anything to do with him. « What. » Without thinking, I didn't feel drunk at that moment, I walked towards him and hardly managed to kiss him, putting my hands on his shoulders to get to his lips. Kiss him ? Kiss him ? I did what now ?
