Is he crazy ? Just a second ago he looked like he was about to rip my face off and now he is all smiling and mocking me ?
"I'd rather not talk about it." I try to sound as calm as I can.
"Do you really have the choice, thought ?" He put his hands on the table and tilted his head.
"What do you want me to say ? You act so oddly sometimes." I look away. If I look at him I won't be Abe to keep my cool and think.
"Just answer my question, it's simple, Y/N."
I hesitated. Did he want a particular answer or was he just playing with me again ?
"Considering the fact that it was me, I don't think I annoyed you guys enough to stop..." I was still looking away and I felt his gaze on me.
He chuckled darkly and got up. He as walking towards me now. STAY AWAY.
"Look at me when you speak. I don't like that it's a bad habit of yours, do I fluster you or something ?" I could feel him smile when he said that. HE WAS PLAYING. HE KNEW I HAD A THING FOR HIM, IM SCREWED.
"Now, now. You look flustered, see." He said it and crouched near me, taking my chin in his hand and making me look at him.
"Say it again, now." He said it in a low voice. He still had that smirk of his. THAT SMIRK.
"I said, since it was me, it wasn't enough to stop you guys..." I knew I was red, I felt the heat get to my face. I couldn't keep an eye contact with him.
"So you think we are some hungry animals, hm ?"
"No, that's not what I meant !"
"Sure. Now what do you think we did ?" he smirked again and inspected my red face.
THIS HAS TO BE A BAD DREAM I SWEAR.
"I don't know..."
"Do not lie to my face. You are thinking about something right now." He sounded more serious than before. What was his objective ?
"Things..." I said almost silently giving him a quick glance.
He laughed and got back on his legs standing in front of me.
"Get up."
I got up and looked down. I get like my heart was going to burst. He was having a fun time.
Suddenly he took me by my waist. He placed me closer from him and took my chin again to make me look at him.
"You shouldn't have such audacious thoughts about me." He looked at me in a mocking way. what was he meaning ?
"Sorry."
"We didn't do anything afterwards. We were sure planning to but we had to stop."
I looked at him and gulped silently. He almost looked scary.
"Do you wish to know why ?"He snarled.
I stayed there not knowing what to say or do.
"Say you want to know." He sounded demanding. My heart skipped a beat.
I nodded as it was the only thing I could do for now. He smirked and grabbed my hair gently bringing me closer from his face.
"You were the reason."
Oh. He was totally going to scold me now ? That's what he had planned...
"I just couldn't get you out of my damn head after seeing you again..."
I coughed, I don't know if I choked on purpose or not but even a tomato couldn't compare to me right now. WHAT DID HE JUST SAY...
"You irritated me so much when we were working...I just wanted to take you right there." His grasp around my waist got tighter.
"You--You're messing with me again." I said. My heart was pounding in my chest so hard that it started to hurt.
"When did I mess with you ?" He sounded genuine and looked at me with seductive eyes. There it goes again. This tension.
"Then why...and..." I was at loss for words. What could I even say at this point ? I WANT YOU TOO. NOPE.
I felt that it wasn't love. Maybe I felt the same...desire ?
"You drive me mad with that damn attitude of yours."
"What am I even doing ?" I sounded angrier and I looked at him.
"Can't you just put that stubborn mouth of yours to good use ?" He smirked and let go of my chin.
"Shut up." I said blushing I raised my hand at him and before I could do anything he caught it.
"Very well." He said playfully. His hands reached my hair again and he pulled me towards him and kissed me. It was rough and full of desire. My whole body felt hot and we kept kissing each other until we were out of breath. When we stopped to take some air, he lifted me up in his arms and started to kiss me again while walking. TO HIS ROOM.
It was completely different from the rest of the house and from his house we had a view on the city. He threw me onto the bed and kept kissing me with passion. It wasn't as rough as before now and he was gentle with his every touch on me. I kept shivering and we stopped kissing again. He looked at me with hunger. I have never seen this look on his face before.
"Go to sleep now..." He said it while taking off his working suit. WHAT ?
"Huh...?"
"I have put you to bed now, it's late go to sleep." He said it calmly. He didn't sound as rude as before.
"But..."
He sighed and got up, patting my head. He then left his room and closed the door.
I started to roll around. WHAT IN THE HELL JUST HAPPENED ? HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO WORK WITH HIM NOW ? DID HE PLAY WITH ME AGAIN ?
His kisses were totally poisonous. A good poison. A drug, almost. What was going to happen now...?
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Forbidden love (Honkai Star Rail Blade x Reader)
FanfictionWhen you first encounter Blade, you find yourself developing deep feelings of affection, even though you're unaware of it. Unfortunately, Blade doesn't share these sentiments, and, in fact, regards you with strong dislike, despite being your coworke...