Forbidden love (Honkai Star Rail Blade x Reader)

Dormant Feelings

(Blade's POV)

I look at her. My words made her avoid my gaze. Why doesn't she do anything ? Fucking prove the contrary.

I gripped her throat tighter. I lowered my voice, a part of me felt...concerned. I felt my anger rise again. What the hell was she playing at ?

"Do not lie to me. I can see it in your eyes, in your actions." She frowns and frees herself from my grip.

"What ? What am I doing ??" She doesn't get it, does she ?

"Every time I catch you, you fall into my arms. You fight me, scream at me, but you still crave my touch."

The faint blush forming on her cheeks let me think that I am most likely right. This can't happen. I did everything to push her away, yet why am I still...fuck.

"Prove to me that you do not love me, that you do not want me. That I am not what you desire." I bite my lower lips frustrated. She can't, we can't.

Our eyes locked with each other, and my fingers tightened around her neck once more. I felt my heart pound in my chest. Soon closing the distance between us, I whispered, in frustration.

"Prove it to me, or I will make you feel the same rage and passion that I feel for you."

There she goes again with this look in her eyes. It's as if she was begging for this to happen. Looking at me defiantly, she responded.

"I fucking hate you, you're the worst man I've ever met. Your stupid behaviour makes me mad as hell." She goes in her supposedly room, and I follow her closely. She won't escape that easily.

"You say that like it means anything to me. You keep running, but I keep chasing you. Why is that, Y/N?" She sits on her bed, turning away from me.

I step closer, not allowing her to flee. The air between us is thick with tension.

"Is it because you crave the chase?"

"Or perhaps my cruelty? Is it the battle between us that you enjoy?" I chuckle, and she obviously did not like it.

As I leaned in, she looked at me from the corner of her eyes. Why won't she talk ?

"Tell me the truth. Why do you keep running from me?"

"I hate you...! I hate the way you make me feel when I'm around you, I hate your behaviour... Why are you doing this to me...?" Ha. There we go.

"Do you really think you're the only one who feels anything in this twisted game we play?" I feel as if I'm not in control of my words.

"I hate you too, Y/N. I hate that you make me feel alive, that you make me crave your touch. I hate that you're the only one who can make me weak." Fuck. Why can't I just shut up?

I see her face turn red. All I can do is  pull her closer, my lips grazing hers.

"But I can't deny the truth. I enjoy the chase. It's the only way I can feel something in this empty existence."

She looks at me, now at my lips. I can't fucking behave if she keeps tempting me like that.

I gently set her down on the mattress, obviously waiting for her to approve. The way she looks at me and the way her body twitches under mine give me a quick idea.

This time, it felt different. It wasn't as hateful as last time. I felt the need to look at her, to please her. What had changed ?

I brought one hand up to cup her face gently, thumb stroking across her cheekbone in a tender caress.

"Tell me you want this as much as I do." I stare at her, waiting for something positive.

Her response was quick. She grabbed my face and kissed me. We should have started from there, maybe.

When we finally broke the kiss, both of us were panting heavily, our breaths mingling together in the air.

I looked down at her, my gaze lingering on her swollen lips. How pretty she was...

"That's more like it." I said quietly, she was starting to avoid my gaze.

"Now..." I whispered, eyes trailing down her body before returning to meet hers once more.

"Look at me." I said as I turned her face so that way she looked at me.

"I want you to watch as I make you moan. I want you to remember everything, from the kisses to the shape of my—"

She put her hands on my mouth and became bright red, I raised my eyebrow in surprise.

"I get it... God. There is no need for all of that..." I kissed the palm of her hands and placed it above her head.

I grabbed her hips and tried to spread her legs, to which she responded negatively. Was I pushing her too much ?

I noticed a defiant smile on her face. Oh ? Are we playing now ?

"Spread your legs." I commanded. She'll regret her decision to tease me.

"I want to feel how wet you are for me." She chuckles.

"I don't know... did you earn it ?" She smirked in a way that displeased me... she looked so hot.

I waited for no response, instead using my free hand to grip the back of her thighs.

With a swift movement, I turned her around so that her front was pressed against the cool wall her bed was against.

"Spread them." I repeated. She won, and I was getting impatient.

"Or I'll make you scream so loud that even Elio will hear." My fingers traced circles on her inner thighs, teasing their way closer to her sensitive area.

"Do you want me to? Is that what you want, Y/N ?" Obviously, she got more quiet now. Was she flustered?