A/N: In Mobile Legends, offensive language is filtered and can lead to reporting or violations. As a result, players who trash talk use alternative spellings. Here are the meanings of those words they use:
Bcbc- bobo
Tgia- tangina
W- bobo
Tnng- tanga
Bbbb- boboIn game's chat style is like this:
[TEAM] or [ALL] Player's IGN (A hero used by the player):
Team-is when the message only applicable for the team.
All-means the enemies can also read the message.
I'll provide an example using Clarissa's IGN and hero.
[All] Arie (Kagura): her message
Clarissa's POV
Decision
I went home after Gasper, and I talked. Masyadong mabigat ang pakiramdam ko na hindi ko kayang manatili roon. I can't even focus on working since my thoughts were tangled about what just happened. Hindi kami natapos sa pag-uusap dahil hindi ko na kinaya at nagpaalam nalang na aalis muna. And now, I found myself playing ML in my room.
His words continued echoing in my mind and suffocating me. I know it's awful, and I despise everything I feel because I want to do good in ML to win him as well. Yesha has my envy. She is an expert in ML, which is what made Gasper fall in love with her.
Mabigat ang pakiramdam ko habang nagpipindot sa cellphone. I can't even understand what I'm doing now-which is the reason why my allies ended up trash-talking me.
[Team] Nyxx (Estes): VV mag mage
[Team] tamzz (Yu Sun Shin): Report Kagura
[Team] sakara07 (Natan): Lala naman neto
[All] PUCCINI (YuZhong): inyo na mage namin lang silbe
[Team] tamzz (Yu Sun Shin): ang ttngga mag mage tgia
Kusang tumulo ang luha ko habang binabasa ang mga message ng kakampi ko. This isn't the first time my allies talk shits about me, but this is the initial moment where their words hurt me deeply like daggers. Siguro dahil kanina pa ako nasasaktan at ngayon lang nagkaroon ng rason para mailabas ang sakit na naramdaman. Their trash talks triggered me to let my pain out.
Kahit hindi ko na nakikita nang maayos ang screen ng cellphone dahil sa luha ay patuloy pa rin ako sa paglalaro. My heart feels so heavy and I'm on the verge of sobbing hard, but I allow my tears to fall without making any sound.
"Sabi ko happy crush lang 'to," I murmured myself with my voice cracking in pain.
I hated how I allowed myself to be in this situation, especially since I used to prioritize my pride before. I used to be so careful with my heart that I didn't care if I hurt anyone or if I became a red flag-all to protect my self-worth.
My standing score is 0-6-3 and we're about to lose the game. Patuloy pa rin sa pangta-trash-talk ang mga kakampi ko at patuloy lang din ako sa pag-iyak. I'm not aware of my actions anymore; basta nagpipindot lang ako habang hinihintay na matapos ang laro.
"Ris, what are you doing?" I heard Kuya Emerson's voice. "I'm calling you for God knows how many times, but you did not answer."
Ramdam ko ang mga yapak niyang papalapit sa kama kung saan ako nakaupo—ngunit hindi ako umimik. I remained pressing my phone, tears still rolling down my cheeks.
"Atherelle told me you went home. Bakit ka umuwi? At bakit ayaw mo akong sagut-" he stopped the moment he saw me.
Nakayuko lang ako, nagpipindot pa rin sa cellphone habang umiiyak. I can feel him looking at my phone and being stunned for a brief moment before speaking.
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