We found love

Hi Boyfriend!

Ming's POV

I thought letting him go was the worst feeling, but nothing compared to seeing him lying unconscious in the hospital. P Forth and P Beam had left after a while, as we couldn't all stay the night here. I remained seated beside him, in the chair the nurse had provided. Following her instructions not to disturb the patient, I gazed at his peaceful face.

It was astonishing how even in sickness and slumber, he retained his beauty. I yearned for him to wake up, to hear him reassure me that he was fine. Eventually, exhaustion took over, and I began to doze off. Perhaps no more than 10 minutes had passed when I heard a faint groan.

"Ughh." I snapped awake, immediately focusing on Pha's stirring form.

"Pha... Pha, can you hear me?" I asked anxiously, my worry palpable.

"M... Ming?" He asked unsured, his eyes still closed, wondering if it was me.

"Y...yes. It's me Pha. Are you alright? Let me get the doctor?"?" I hurriedly pressed the button, following the nurse's instructions for when he woke.

"Mi... Ming?" he uttered with slightly labored breathing. I reached for his right hand,  and my one hand caressed his head, my touch attempting to comfort him.

"It's alright. You're safe. We're at the hospital. Try to relax; the doctor will be here soon." He clasped my hand, holding it firmly.

"Shhh... It's alright, I'm here. Just calm down, Pha." I leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead while maintaining my hold on his hand, my other hand soothingly caressing his head.

"It's fine, Pha. I'm here with you. You'll be alright." Amidst his sobs, I detected a moment of relief. My heart ached at the sight; I felt like I had failed to protect him, both physically and emotionally.

"I'm... I'm so... sorry," he managed to choke out through his tears. The pain in his voice resonated with me, and unshed tears blurred my vision as he opened his eyes, meeting mine.

"No, Pha, it's me who should be sorry. I was a coward to let you go, to deny what we share. I'm a mess, and I failed to acknowledge and protect you. I'm sorry, fvcking sorry." I apologized again and again until we both managed to calm down. At that fragile moment, the doctor entered the room. I distanced myself from Pha to let the doctor attend to him.

"He's fine, but we'll need to run some tests tomorrow morning to be sure. For now, he shouldn't eat until we've conducted the tests. You can give him water if he asks." The doctor's explanation concluded with his departure, leaving us once again in solitude.

"Do you want some water?" I queried as I reclaimed my spot beside him.

"No, I just... Just!" He hesitated, his request hanging in the air.

"Pha, you can ask for anything. What is it?" My tone was gentle, assuring him that his wish wouldn't be denied.

"Can you... Can you just hug me?" I needed no further explanation. Carefully assisting him to sit up, I cradled him in my arms as though he were the most delicate treasure, a fragile feather I feared breaking.

"What are we, Ming? What am I to you at this moment? I'm unsure of everything, but for now, let me hold you." His words trembled with emotion, his voice fragile.

"I can be whatever you want me to be. Lover, boyfriend, fiancé, husband—I don't care." I pledged sincerely.

"Wh....What are you..." he began, breaking our embrace to study my face in bewilderment.

"I mean that I don't want to be apart from you, not even for a moment. I was foolish to think I could survive without you. I'm so sorry that you suffered because of me. I'm so fvcking sorry, Pha. And I love you. I love you so fvcking much that it pains me to see you hurt because of me. I love you a lot." My confession flowed, and I sealed my words with a kiss on his forehead, a testament to the sincerity of my emotions.