The Fangirl Tales

Chapter 3: Emotionally Touched!

In the cool evening breeze the girl turns the next page and puts the title as Chapter 3: Emotionally touched. Her face's expressions turns serious and tears starts to well up in her eyes. She resumes to write...

Dear Diary,
It was the next day of my math exam and a holiday too (Btw I screwed up my math exam like always). My curiosity rose to its extreme that I sat with my phone after breakfast to watch some more episodes of ER1! Now, I randomly was looking at the cover pictures of each episode to choose one. Yayy!! I got an interesting one but without understanding the seriousness of the upcoming episodes I immediately clicked it open.
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Now it came! It was episode 42!! Malar and Maran's wedding preparations are gearing up and its the celebration night because tomorrow will be the wedding. All were celebrating and I kinda liked the whole part. Meanwhile I skipped some scenes which I found a bit boring and by doing so I jumped into the scene where vetri and maran go out in the night to buy a ring for malar as maran was adamant to get it somehow before meeting malar, so vetri with no option goes with him to get the ring.
Whenever I think about this phase of ER1, tears starts to well up my eyes. Its so devastating to even think about such a thing. Yes! If you've guessed it from the cover page of this chapter then I'm talking about "Maran's death"!! What a tragedy that was altogether. The particular episode was the one which struck to my heart and made me feel so stressed and heartbroken.
NOW!!! Finally I was watching it, my eyes glued to the screen. I saw how the lorry hit the bike where both maran and vetri was thrown to the road with full force. I closed my eyes when I saw how maran's head crashed to a tree and a nail piercing into his head. I feel as if I watched it only yesterday.
That's it gone was my feel good experience that I felt before while seeing the friendship episode of vetri and malar.
Then I was left heartbroken during that ambulance scene between vetri and maran and also his death scene where his final wish made me so weak at heart where he gets promise from vetri that he should take care of malar and that she should be happy all her life. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. Not only this but the whole episode of maran's death, his parents crying, vetri's helplessness and most importantly that poor girl malar. I can't tolerate anything. Even today when I'm writing about it, I feel so broken, devastated, weak and drained at heart because it was such a horrible sight.
More than that I would like to extend my appreciation to each and every individual actor who nailed those particularly difficult episodes because making the audience connect to a new shoe and to a death scene was not something normal or easy. The dedication level of each actor much be appreciated when we look out of the box, seeing it as a fictional work.
Special appreciation to @pavithra_janani was just nailing the most difficult role or phase of malar. She exactly showed the devastation. Her tears, screams and agony of loosing her loved one made it one of the best performances ever. Also @dhiraviam_rajakumaran was amazing with his act. His helplessness and devastation of loosing his brother and when everybody accuses him for the plight of maran. It was all so breaking that seeing him perform makes you weep with agony as if it was your own brother. Not only these two but every single actor just nailed it to the core. I was simply stunned to witness such a traumatic scene and was literally baffled with the way the narration of the whole track and aftermath.
I was literally traumatized when malar was behaving like a depressed psychologically affected poor soul who lost her soon to be husband, her love maran when she was talking to him in his graveyard leaving all her relatives and especially her father breakdown after seeing her state.
That was my overall thoughts of watching the whole maran death track and the only thing that I can say is that, "I WAS EMOTIONALLY TOUCHED". Not only with the characters but also with the story. I thought that this is not an ordinary daily soap opera but a very unique one. So, I decided to watch it from today on thus breaking my vow of not watching it (which I have already broken long ago).
Yours
DD

The girl now wipes the tears that rolled down her cheeks and turns the page to start writing the next chapter. She puts the tile as Chapter 4...

(To be Continued...)

PS. I'm sorry my dear readers, I'm making you all go through this traumatic experience again. You might be wondering that #thefangirltales is about me becoming dhiru's fan then why such reviews about ER1. But this is how I reached the stage of a fangirl. Me becoming his fan was not an overnight miracle. It was very slow and gradual. Infact Er1 and Vetri were those two medium with which I became a fan of dhiru. So, talking about all these things might make sense I guess. Due to time constraints, I will try and narrate my story in a short way yet trying to make it enjoyable for you'll.