The Mafia Leader's Girl: Ruthless Revenge

Chapter Twenty-One: Mia

I went into the room and went straight into the closet. I grabbed the suit case and hauled it to the bed. Headed back into the closet and grabbed a few clothing here and there. Searching through drawers and throwing things into the suit case one by one. I tried to compose myself as I continued packing.

Grabbing other belongings, I managed to look at picture frame that sat on our dresser. It was a photo of Mateo and I on our wedding day. The tears began to flow again as I studied it for a moment. As I was finished packing, I went into my drawer looking for a pen and paper. I sat on my bed and thought about what was I going to write.

(Mia's letter.)

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I left the note on the bed before smoothing out the sheets around it and closing the door behind me following my suitcase. I made my way downstairs into the garage. Looking at the hooks filled with keys, I grabbed the keys to the black M3. Throwing the suitcase into the trunk and heading to the front seat, starting the engine. I pressed the garage remote and the doors opened.

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I threw the glass bottle that once held my whisky, onto the floor. What the fuck is wrong with me? I should've never said that to her. I'm scared. Scared of not having Mia's full and undivided attention. Scared of being left behind. Scared of being a father. Scared of bringing life into this world and not knowing what the future holds for our child. I'm selfish. I want Mia's love all to myself, but at the same time, what kind of world would a child live in, living this life?

Would I be a good father? Would I be able to protect him or her? Shit, I obviously did a great job at protecting Mia all these years. The more I thought about it, the more I was disappointed with myself. It seems like Mia isn't really bothered at all about having this baby, she seemed okay to be honest. I don't know why the fuck I'm acting like this.

Not only that, I didn't even kill Ryder like I was suppose to. He killed my father. He held Mia and my mother captive. He almost raped Mia. He should be dead, but I need all the information I can get on the whereabouts of his crew and Donavan. I need to make sure every single person pays for what they did to the ones I love.

I took out my phone and went through the photos of Mia and I. I smiled through my teary eyes.

"The thought of us being parents is absolute insane, but Mia would be an amazing mother to our child." I said to myself.

I got up and stumbled to the door. I needed to see Mia. I needed to make shit right with her. I need her to know how much I love her and how scared I am. I got out the door and Axle caught me while stepped out my room.

"Woah— where you going Mat— what the fuck happened to you man? You reek of alcohol." He said looking at me with concern.

"I need to see Mia." I said as I stumbled away from him. Axle stopped me.

"Nah bro, you can't see M like this. What is happening? Where have you been? Some of us haven't see you in days." He said.

"Let me pass, I need Mia." I insisted. Axle didn't budge. I looked at him.

"You need to sleep this shit off before seeing her." He said sternly.

"I need to see Mia. I need to tell her how much I love her and this baby." I said pushing him off and stumbling away.

"Wait— WHAT BABY? Bro she's pregnant? What did you say to her Mateo?!" said Axel yelling down the hall as I continued towards our room.

I opened the door. "MIA!" I called out. No answer.

I made my way into our bathroom and back out. "Miaaaaa!" I called again. Nothing.

I stood in the middle of our room. Axle and Ivan stood at the door way watching me.

"C'mon man, she probably stepped out for a little. Let's go sleep this alcohol off Mateo." Said Ivan.

I turned to look at the both of them. "I'm not fucking go anywhere without my fucking wife and the mother of my child." I said to them. They stayed quiet and looked at each other. I looked to my left and seen there was a note left on the bed. I quickly stumbled towards the bed and read the note.

"No, no no.." I said as I read the note. Axle took the note and read it for a quick moment before Ivan snatched the note out of his hand. The both of them looked at me.

"What did you do Capo?"asked Ivan with disappointment in his tone.

I gripped onto the sheets with anger, disappointment and regret. What the fuck did I do? I can feel the tears stinging my eyes.

"MIA!!!!!!" I screamed. My voice echoed the entire house.