ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟ ᴘᴏᴇᴛʀʏ ᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ :)

ᴡʜʏ.

why can't you cradle me in your arms?

why can't you hold me by the waist, and tell me that I matter?

why can't you hug and comfort me?

why can't you wipe my tears away with your thumbs, and whisper sweet nothings like I desire?

why can't you smile at me, and tell me that it'll all be okay?

why can't you hold my hand and take me to my favourite places?

why can't you stand with me in front of the mirror, and mention how beautiful my insecurities are to you?

but.. why can't you breathe, why can't you blink, why must you be behind a screen, why can't I talk to you?

help me.
I really need your voice.
I really need your comfort.
I really need your love.

let me drown myself in delusion,
because I need you.
you're the only one that understands.

(I'm so desperate for someone who doesn't even exist. I don't need your sympathy, nor do I need your "aw"'s, just take the short poem, I'll write more later on this week if the stars align<3)