𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘 || 𝐆𝐗𝐆 ||

CHAPTER FORTY

Noa

"Just get the moves right holy shit." I curse as I glare at Blair who looks at me in anger.

"I quit, you've turned into a fucking bitch. I quit the team I am sick of this." She threw her pom poms down onto the grass and grabs her bags.

"Blair no! Come on!" Esme sighs and runs over to Blair who is about to storm away due to anger and I groan.

Karen looks at me with a sigh and I roll my eyes as I feel the anger rise in me to the point I will punch someone right now.

"Fuck this." I throw my bottle on the ground and watch it shatter into pieces, "You know what, I need a break."

I go over to the bleachers on the side and sit down with my head in my hands. Karen runs off somewhere with a giggle and I grip a chunk of my hair in my hands and pull on it harshly.

"Juliette, Zara! Finally!" Quinn sighs in relief and my leg bounces against the seats in front of me.

"Who smashed this?" Juliette asks and I look over at her, she's talking about the bottle on the grass.

"Noa, she's very annoyed right now." Karen answers and I drop my head into my hands once again with a groan, "I don't recommend talking, Blair is quitting the team."

You've turned into a fucking bitch.

I haven't changed though, so I have no idea what she is talking about but now it's in my mind. What if I have actually changed without knowing?

"Hey, Carter. Try not to kill me." A familiar voice spoke and I look up at the blonde who sits down in front of me, "What happened?"

"Apparently I've changed into a fucking bitch." I answer and her head turns very quickly to Blair, "No, don't even think about it."

She wraps her arms around me and I rest my head on her shoulder and sigh.

"I want to cry," I whisper and she soothingly rubs her hand up and down my lower back and the tears fill my eyes.

"Let your emotions out, I'll cover for you." She whispers and I rest my head on her shoulder, "You're very emotional lately, is everything okay?"

"Blame the trip." I whisper before I start to sob and she holds me close to her as I cry, "I'm so sorry for being like this, I'm just angry and upset."

"There's no need to apologise, it's okay it happens to everyone don't worry." She keeps her hand in a soothing motion on my back and it helps. Plus I'm in my cheer uniform which means there's more skin showing, which gives her easier access.

We stay like this for a few more minutes until I pull apart from her and wipe away the tears on my face. And she smiles and kisses my forehead.

"You've got this, Carter. Don't stress it's just practice." She whispers and I smile as I feel the flutter in my stomach, "Good luck."

I head back down to the field and Blair is back, she looks at me and walks over.

"Hey look, I'm sorry. It's not the best week for me with everything that's gone on, I'm sorry I didn't mean anything I said. I'm staying on the team obviously." She smiles and I return the smile and head back over to the group.

~~~

My head rests against the headrest of the car and close my eyes with a small smile.

"You look like you are dreaming of Zara giving you head."

My eyes fly open and I look at Karen who smirks at me. It's only the fact she said that with Juliette and Zara in the back seat, the girls made me sit in the front and now I'm just getting embarrassed.

"Aww, she's blushing." Juliette teases, speaking about Zara and I go back to closing my eyes, "Calm down, she was just joking."

"I'm beating her ass when she gets out of here." Zara sighs and I smile. We are all having a sleepover at Karen's home for a change, I'm looking forward to this.

"You are totally obsessed with Noa though." Juliette chuckles and I look out of the window with a smile on my face.

"I'll be beating your ass also." Zara groans with a nervous laugh.

"You'd be too busy making out with your girlfriend." Karen laughs and I take in a deep breath and roll my eyes. She isn't wrong.

"I'm not her girlfriend for a start." I say and Juliette gasps, "It's not been spoken about."

"But you guys are basically a couple!" Juliette leans to me and I look back outside of the window, "Someone is pissed."

"I'm not, I'm just looking outside." I shrug and Karen laughs and turns the corner, we are far from her home.

I look back at Zara through the mirror and she's also looking out of the window but right at me, I catch her smiling and I quickly look away, my smile appearing in no time.

"Noa, you can tell Zara to do something and she will do it without hesitation." Karen says and I raise a brow and hear Zara hum quietly, "See, she didn't deny it."

"She's going to be tortured." Zara drops her head into her hands with a sigh and I look at my best friend.

"Be nice, she's annoyed now." I say and she apologises, the blonde doesn't answer she just stays silent which causes me to look back at her, "Blondie?"

Nothing.

"Look at me." I say and she looks at me and her face is red and it makes me smile, "You have my permission to murder her."

The girl grins and lowers her head once again until Juliette speaks up.

"You kill my girlfriend, I'll kill yours," Juliette smirks and Zara looks at me very quickly.

"Karen will not be harmed in any way. But if you even touch Noa I will gladly make you suffer." Zara warns and her best friend nods, she knows she wasn't joking and now there's silence.

"She's wifey material," Karen whispers and I hum in agreement as I look ahead.

She really is.