Never Forget You (Tokito Muichiro X Reader)

Chapter 54

Previously on Chapter 53

Looks like Y/N belonged in that category. She have became a Seraphim, because managed to become a true Shadowhunter amidst the transformation process. She have fought not only her demonic self, but also her own mind. Y/N is truly a strong girl. I'm glad she didn't ended up turning into a demon.

-Worries-

Y/N P.O.V

I slowly open my eyes to see a familiar ceiling above me. I glance around, and surely enough I figured out that I'm back at the Butterfly Estate. I've been going in and out of this place quite a lot. Despite being strong than most of them, my body is pretty weak that I'd collapse after each battles.

The door slowly opens to reveal Muichiro. He looks like he haven't been sleeping properly. "Hey, Mui..." I said. He let out a gasp as he looks up. He quickly rush up to me. I slowly move to sit up as he pulls me into a tight hug.

"We really need to stop meeting like this, Y/N..." he said, nuzzling his face into my hair. I let out a nervous chuckle as I wrap my arms around him, returning his embrace. "You really need to stop worrying me all the time. I was so scared when I saw the Kakushi carrying you and you weren't conscious" he said.

"I'm sorry... it can't be avoided" I said. He let out a sigh and pulls away from me. He stares at me with a scolding look. "At least I'm okay, right?" I said. He frowns at what I said. He lift his hand and starts pulling my right cheek. I whine from the pain as I try to get him to stop.

"That's not the point, okay??" He exclaimed, making me flinch at the tone of his voice. His body starts to shake a little as he pulls me into a hug once again. He buries his face into the crook of my neck. I feel my shirt getting wet as Muichiro starts to cry.

"I just... I can't handle the fact that you keep wandering off on your own, only to return injured or unconscious! I'm so scared, Y/N. I'm scared that one day you're going to return with no sign of life in you. I... I just... I don't w-want to lose you. I c-can't..." he said. His voice cracks as he said the last sentence. My eyes soften at what he said. He tighten his arms around me as he starts to cry harder.

"I'm sorry, Mui... I didn't know you felt this way" I said. I lift my hand, gently running my hand through his hair. I tighten my arms around him as I continue to hold him. "I didn't mean to make you so worried and scared for my well being... I'm so sorry. I didn't know I mean to you that much" I said. The sound of his cry makes my heart aches painfully.

"You mean the world to me, Y/N..." he whispered softly. I feel my heart flutter at how sincere he sounded. He pulls away to look at me. He lift his hands, cupping my cheeks softly. "I love you. So much" he said.

"I love you too, Mui..." I said. He smiles softly at me. He leans in, gently capturing my lips in a sweet kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck and tilt my head slightly to kiss him deeply.

The door opens making the two of us pull away. I turn my head to see Zenitsu, Inosuke and Nee-San. Zenitsu turns his head to look around while one of his hand is covering Nee-San's eyes, who keeps on moving as if trying to get Zenitsu to remove his hand from her eyes.

"N-Nee-San..." I stuttered out, feeling my cheeks growing warm from embarrassment when I realize my twin sister have witnessed Mui and I kissed. Well, most likely. I'm not sure wether she did witness or not, since Zenitsu covered her eyes. Either way, it's quite embarrassing to have been caught. I turn my head to look at Muichiro to see him being indifferent at the fact that my twin sister have caught us kissing. How can he not be embarrassed??

Zenitsu finally removes his hand from Nee-San's eyes. She instantly rush towards me, climbing up the bed so she can hug me. She's in her child form, so she's pretty small compare to me.

I smile softly because she's so cute right now. It reminds me when we were little. I miss those time. It was when everything was okay, and when our family was still complete. Mother and our younger siblings.

Why are you frowning, sis? I heard hear voice in my head, snapping me out of my daze. I blink my eyes and turn to look at her. She stares at me with a worried gaze. What's the matter? She asked.

"I just miss our family, Nee-San..." I said. Her furrows her eyebrows which shows me that she's frowning. Her body grows in size as she return to her original size. She scoots closer and pulls me into a hug. I sniffle as tears starts to stream down my cheeks. She gently run her hand through my hair. 

I miss them too, sis... but we have to continue our lives for them she said. I just nod my head at what she said. I tighten my arms around her, and she do the same.

"Oh right... how's Onii-Chan, Nee-San? Is he doing alright after our last battle?" I asked, pulling away from the hug to look at her. Her eyes sadden after I mention our brother.

He still hasn't woken up, sis... she said. My eyes sadden at what she said. I notice her eyes starting to tears up. I'm worried about him... she added.

"I wanna see him... where is he?" I asked. She gets off the bed and offers her hand to me. I place my hand on top of hers, allowing her to pull me up. I stand up from the bed with her help.

"Are you sure you can walk around, Y/N?" Muichiro said. I turn my head to look at him to see him staring at me with a worried gaze. "Shouldn't you rest some more? You just woke up..." he said. I just smile at what his concern.

"I'm fine, Mui... I want to check on my brother" I said. He let out a sigh and nod his head. I let out a yelp out of surprise when he suddenly scoops me up with one of his hand on my back while the other behind my knees. My arms instinctively went around his neck from his sudden action. "Goodness... a little warning would be nice" I said.

"You said you want to see your brother. Even though you said you're all better now. But, I just want to make sure that you're well rested" he said. I just smile softly at his caring self. We make our way out of my hospital room as Muichiro keeps carrying me along the way.

A While Later

Muichiro gently lowers me down once we're inside Onii-Chan's hospital room. My heart ache at the sight of him. There's an IV bag connected to his arm.

"Onii-Chan..." I said, in a hushed voice. I walk closer towards him and kneels down next to the bed. I grab his hand, placing my forehead on his knuckles. "I'm sorry, Onii-Chan. If only I had gotten there faster, I would've saved you" I said. Tears starts to stream down my cheeks.

If only I could help him. My eyes snap open as I realize when I realize that I CAN help him. I can try to heal him. I stand up and outstretch my hand, pointing my palm at Onii-Chan. But before I could try anything, a hand grabs my wrist.

I turn my head to see Muichiro. "What are you doing? Are you trying to heal him?" He asked. I nod my head at what he said. He frowns and shakes his head. "It took a lot of your energy, Y/N. And you also just woke up from a coma..." he said.

"I'm gonna be fine..." I said, trying to reassure him. He shakes his head stubbornly, not wanting me to use my healing power. "I can't just let Onii-Chan be in this state" I said.

"At least wait until you're a lot healthier than now. Your brother would be sad if he knows you collapse because you're trying to heal him" he said. I turn my head to look at Onii-Chan. Muichiro is right. But, I just want Onii-Chan to heal sooner.

"Just wait until tomorrow... if he still doesn't show any sign of waking up. You can try to heal him..." he said. I turn to look at Muichiro again to see him staring at me with a pleading gaze. I let out a soft sigh and nod my head. He smiles softly at me, pulling me into a hug. I wrap my arms around him.

I pull away after a while and turn to look at Onii-Chan. I kneel down next to the bed and caress his head. I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn my head to see Nee-San.

Muichiro-San is right, Y/N... Onii-Chan wouldn't want to see you collapse because of him. He'd blame himself if that happens... she said. I turn my head to look at Onii-Chan again.

They're both right about that. Onii-Chan would most likely going to blame himself if I got hurt for his sake. I guess that means I have no choice but to wait until tomorrow. Onii-Chan...

Please be okay

*to be continued*