The Assistant from the past

{13} Vic - That was deep

if you need a refresher go back and read the last part as it has been little bit of time since my last post 

Victoria

Well, the look on Jaxson face says all it needs to say he was not ready for the full story, but it felt good to tell someone who was not Stella but someone who I knew would be ready to go to bat for me either way  

"This is why I didn't want to tell you: because the look on your face makes me feel like you want to give me pity: I don't want it" those are the only words I could get out before walking away. I need to be somewhere without their face staring back at me

As I'm getting up, I feel a hand on my wrist pulling me back down to the couch where we had been sitting, I'm trying to pull it out of Jaxson hand but he's to strong.

"Just wait, we want to talk to you before you leave.... plus, you can't leave without your crutches that are sitting over there" as Jax's is saying this, he's pointing to the other side of the couch where he'd moved them when he sit beside me

"Fine, but only cuz I don't wanna go get them... what do you want to talk about" I say rumbling as I'm pissed and just want to be alone

"Okay, just to name a few things: you and Stella problems; how you are getting to work; how you are leaving the apartment; and my favourite how you broke your leg in the first place" Jaxson spoke I know he's trying to help but right now I don't want any

"Here, I have no clue" I take a pruse to make sure he knows "You are the milliorine here find out yourself: now we would please I want to take a nap and call my family so this conversation is over for now" I say and this time I get my crutches and leave the room and go to my bedroom and hope they don't follow me there.  

I get to my bedroom I close the door and I'm greeted by dog mocha, she is an Australian shepherd, she coat is longish with different shade of brown with a patch of white on her front legs and chest as well. I love her so much she has gotten me through some really hard times in my life, so I don't where I would be without her.

Once she has said her hellos she jumps on my bed, so I go and join her we cuddle until I fall asleep. I'm sure how long I was asleep for but when I wake up Mocha is no longer there, and I smell food being cooked.

I decided that I was ready for the talk I needed to have with Jaxson and Stella, so I went and got my crutches and walked down the hall to the living room where we had been talking before. To my great surprise Jax is still sitting on the couch on his phone with my dog sitting in his lap: if I was not mad at him. I would wobble at the knees.

Damn I forgot how hot he was, shaking my head from that thought. He hasn't noticed I'm up from my nap, but Mocha surely did as she is jumping from his lap and walking over to me.

That's when Jax noticed me just standing there watching him, so I quickly turned my head hoping he didn't notice me staring at him. Then he is smirking at me he knows I was ogling him.

"Hey Teddy bear" Jaxson says, and I have to look down at the floor immediately so doesn't see the little bit of blush I know is on my cheeks

"How long was I out for... Also why are you still here I would have thought you have left" is what I ask him still looking at the floor

" Well since you asked, you were asleep for 2ish hours and I'm still here because I have been talking with Stella about some of the issue we need to talk about" he stop speaking for a moment but then went on "As well as I like the dog so I stayed for her as well... you can ask Ella Mocha has been on my lap for the past hour maybe more" he says smiling

"Well that make sense I guess... but I should say my dog is a Trader she couldn't even stay with me to have a nap" I says this trying so hard not to smile as I'm not really mad its pretty cute when you look at the whole picture

"So, because you are up now, we going to talk about the few little problems we come across earlier" hes now talking to me a soft tone almost like I'm a baby like what hes going to say well break me in two

"Yes, if you must know I am ready to talk as you asked great questions that do really need to be answered" I says back to him

"Let me get Stella so we can talk about this: come up with a good game plan for how we are going to handle this little accident"  he tells me as he is getting of the couch mocha in-between his legs 

7 minutes later

I watch as they both return to the living room all I can think is what took him so long to get her to come talk to me

"Damn that took you long: to get someone that like 10 feet away where I am" I say muffled as don't think they would like me saying that truthfully

"I'm sorry what was that Vic I didn't hear" is what Stella says next even though I sure she did as she has like super -sonic hearing she just trying to get me mad again

"its nothing, lets just move on shall we" I replied nonchalantly

"that would be great" Jaxson decides to pip in as me and Stella are starting to get hostel with each other

"Lets just talk so we can move on with our lives; I know how I want to deal with this problem but Jaxson says it probably not the best" Stella saying but she cant even look me in the eye well she doing so this can't go well for me at all

"Alright, I want to hear what you want to do with this situation if you don't mind sharing with me as it seem to me Jax already knows" I tell her but it more a demand than asking

"Fine, only cuz you asks so don't get mad when you hear what I have to say okay" she stop and looks at me so I gave her a little head nod

"Here we go than, I told Jaxson that I wanted you make you find a new place to live, so you could get your life together without me. I am always picking up the pieces of your life and I'm done" she take a quick pause to see what type of look I have on my face with her telling me this information

"I know it harsh but I cant see you throw your life away again like the last time... I couldn't do it last time so I called your mom and told what happened to you, so if you wanted her help she could be there for you but you never called her" she all most in tears at this point so I know I fucked up big time... like I always do

"Not sure you know this but they called her when you were in the hospital but you didn't want them to they never did again. In the end Charlotte called me so I told her the whole story and the cry I heard from her broke me in way I cant even describe" voice started to become more muffled so I went to apologize

"I'm so so sorry I know that can't change anything but I really am" I say trying to look her in the eyes but she looking every where else instead of at me, it breaks my heart as we were so close and now I'm not sure we will have a relationship after this

"Oh, and I already know this" before I can get anything else out she whips her head in my direction and speaks

"HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW THIS" she yelling at me so I instinctively flinch away

"Stella I think you need to clam down before we go on, as you are scaring Victoria" Jaxson again think we need his input , so in Stella fashion she yells at him too

"NO, I HAVE BEEN TEFFIFIED WITH INFO AND SHE KNEW SHE GOING TO TELL HOW SHE DOES NOW OR SHE GONNA PAY FOR IT" she is only inches from his face when she is saying this

Ahahaha I'm going to leave it there so I hope you liked it I will be back soon I hope 

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