Chapter 49
"Adam..." Pabulong kong saway sa kanya sa inaantok na boses dahil sa may naramdaman akong kiliti sa leeg. Nakapikit ang mga mata ko pero ramdam na ramdam ko ang katawan niya na nakapatong sa akin.
"Hmmm...?" He just murmured silly words and the tingling feeling continued.
"Nakikiliti ako." Iminulat ko ang mga mata, tingin diretso sa kesame. Why, because my neck was outstreched with Adam's face buried on it.
Hinimas ko ang buhok niya. "Honey..."
He gave my neck a smacking, wet kiss before he leveled his face with mine. "Yes, love?"
Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "Ano 'to?"
Ngumiti siya sa akin ng pa-inosente. "What?"
What? What's the matter? Oh, it was his proud and very alert member down way south.
"Akala ko ba hindi mahilig ang mga Briton?"
He smirked. "Who's the idiot who told you that?"He asked and he rubbed his lower body against mine.
In circular motion.
"Ohmygod, it's daylight!" Tumingin ako sa wall clock. Alas dos na pala ng hapon, ibig sabihin higit pa sa siesta ang naging tulog naming dalawa.
"So?" Binigyan niya ako ng antipatikong ngiti. So confident that because he wanted, I will give in.
Well, may karapatan nga naman talaga siyang magmayabang. Kelan ba ako umayaw? Kelan ba ako nakahindi? Sorry to all the feminists out there but when it came to this man my walls are crumpled. He controlled me. And I secretly love the feeling of being dominated by him. Especially in this...
He can take me whenever and wherever he wanted. In anger, hurt or joy. Even if his face was full of bruises and cuts.
So instead of a hopeless protest I gave him a silly smile and I reached for my undergarment.
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"Abbie can't see me in this." Adam stared at his reflection in the mirror, his voice full of remorse. Gusto niyang makita si Abbie pero sa kalagayan niya ngayon na sugatan, hindi pa pwede. Siguradong magtatanong ang bata at alam namin ni Adam na hindi pa niya kayang unawain ang mga kasagutang ibibigay namin sa kanya. We can't even fabricate the answer to make it less bad.
So Abbie was with Rain the whole day and Adam's battalion of guards. Hindi ko rin pwedeng puntahan si Abbie ngayon dahil hindi ko pwedeng iwan si Adam.
I couldn't leave him even for an hour. Not when his father was coming in about 20 to 30 minutes. I needed to be with Adam and he needed me to. Even if he didn't voice it out. May ugali kasi siyang mas gustong akuin ang problema at ayaw humingi ng tulong sa iba. He was used to being alone and I don't want him to feel that way. Not now and ever.
"You're daughter is asking, looking for you but you're right...she can't see you now." Lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap siya mula sa likuran. "Anyway, Rain is with her and your guards so she's safe."
We were silent for a moment before he called for me in a worried voice "Love..."
"Yes?"
"I don't know if she'll forgive me."
Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit. "She's over it, honey. Hindi nagtatanim ng hinanakit ang isang bata...a day had passed and now she's so eager to see you again."
"Very Abbie." May ngiti sa boses niya pero agad din naman itong bumalik sa pag-aalala."But I don't think I deserve to be with her."
"Pero may dahilan ka kung bakit mo yun ginawa." Totoo nga pala na kaya mong lamunin lahat ng sinabi mo para lang sa taong mahal mo. What he did to Abbie, I swore to myself that I will never forgive him and yet now, I was trying to ease his pain.
BINABASA MO ANG
Tonight I'm Getting Over You
Romance"I'll do what you want Adam, in one condition..." "Name it." He challenged in confidence that only he can pull off. "Have sex with me and after tonight you have to forget everything and don't you ever see me again."
