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chapter 10: double date part 2😍😉

Tahreem's pov.

I wish I had that confident which Haley has. Being plussize wasn't easy. U always had that insecure feeling inside you whenever you try something which is not "meant" for you according to the society. They will never leave any opportunity to make you feel out of place. Getting ridiculous advices on how should I lose weight fast. Being grew up where people said " U are pretty but u need to lose weight to be liked. Nobody likes fat girls. U won't be preferred." Wearing tight clothes was always a problem when I was a teenager, bcz of my double chest size and these curves making me get stared a lot. Mostly judgy and disgusting. Getting harrased when I went to buy snacks when I was just 11. These trauma was all bcz I have big chest. There were times when I cried a lot in prayers to my Lord to take my pain away. There were times when I was so badly trying to get skinny bcz I was getting mocked and bullied in my school. But whatever I tried I couldn't lose my weight but instead I almost got hospitalized bcz my irrational doings. I was starving myself , doing crazy diets. My family got to know about my struggles about my weight and when I was stable Enough my Ami came into my room with my favorite food and said" Listen, sweety trust your Lord, trust him, don't you remember what he said in quran e pak, that" He doesn't burden a soul greater than it can bear" Allah loves you whatever, However you are. Allah loves your heart, ur intentions. Don't care what people think, they didn't know how wonderful u are and apart from that when Allah love us, do we still care what people's opinions are over our body. Love yourself for Him, for us and never forget that I'm proud of you.

And from that , I never did anything idiotic. I started trying to love myself and I have been doing great job till now bcz NOW this crazy girl whom I consider from friend want me wear this outfit. Which is beautiful ngl and fitted me soo well showing my curves in good way. But I'm still not comfortable wearing fitted clothes. I don't want my past to repeat and we are in Korea where u will barely see any fat people. I can't be roaming around here in this outfit. I know it's not revealing just a large upper shirt with underneath white shirt and lose pants and the color is navy blue which is my fav. What I do now! I don't want to hurt Haley. She bought this with soo much love.

" U are still thinking about not wearing it don't you?" Think of devil and she's here , standing on the door , while looking at me like I'm crazy. How did she know what I was thinking? As she was hearing what I said in my mind , she said " That's bcz I know you , now be fast and get ready we haven't got too much time. Do hyun texted me earlier saying, they gonna be here in 20 minutes. And I don't be want be late or look less beautiful on our double date. " She said, while putting a foundation on her face.

And after 30 minutes, we were ready to go and btw she lied bcz her boyfriend hasn't arrived yet . So I asked her about where's he? to which she said " Sorry I lied he said it gonna take him 40 minutes to reach here when he texted me earlier. Trust I was about to tell the the truth but when I saw you , still not getting ready so I had to lie about that sorry babe " She said with puppy eyes . Goshhhh this girll...

When I was last time checking out myself in the mirror and I was looking pretty like the outfit was a real game changer with lil black heels. The makeup was done by my dramatic friend. I did my hair as high pony tail. Then put my matching scarf on my head. I tried a new style with my scarf and it wasn't looking bad. I checked my clutch bag which was full with all the necessary things expect my phone so I went to take my phone from our room and also check up on Haley. Why the hell she taking so much time.

Entering the room I saw my friend looking such a stunner with the same outfit. Her makeup was top notch with her high heels, she was looking taller and more confident. Her hairs were down . She's a stunner.....

" U are looking stunning Hale, that guy gonna die in love with just a glimpse of you. U look breathtaking!!. " I went to her, while looking at her with loving emotions I'm feeling inside. Like a mother when she saw her daughter in wedding dress. Well u aren't mother yet and she ain't in a wedding dress so stop yourself.